My Fifty-seventh Entry. Mood: Sianz

There are two unhappy things happening today. One is public, another is personal. As for the public one, you all whould know that the China girl who was missing for the past two weeks has finally been found, but unfortunately, its a dead body. I really didn't expect that she has died, I thought she might been caught to somewhere else to be some kinda slave or whatever... Haiz, the mum must be very heart broken and shattered. But from another point of view, I think that its a relieve compared to those kids who were lost for the past few years, and has not been found, not even knowing their kid is still alive or dead.

Today went out with Zhiguan, went to watch the Shark's Tale. Its a very funny movie, haha, very stupid, lame, but indeed humourous, not forgeting its very cute too! Then we went Sim Lim to buy his hard drive for his hopeless computer. When we finished buying, he asked me where he wants to go. I said Bugis, but he said: Don't want la, there many people, very squeezy, nothing to see either. When we entered the control station waiting for train to go back to JE, he somehow called Lifang and he suddenly asked me want to go to Lifang's place to have free ice-cream or not. I asked him where is the place located, he said Orchard. -_-. As if the place is not crowded like that, still seemed so excited somemore... I want go Bugis shopping also cannot, got free ice-cream, even Orchard also can go...

Then we go see see Lifang and had some free ice-cream, then he mentioned that he also have a friend working in the same ice-cream company, also located at Orchard. He said is a female secondary school mate. But we didn't care much, so we continued walking down. Apparently, we saw the ice-cream company located near a bus stop! And yes, his friend is on duty that day, alone, I think. Wow, his friend really very cute, sweet, pretty, and has all the things which a perfect girl has lor. They were happy to see each other and chatted abit. Suddenly I felt myself so small and not an eye catching girl at all, I'm just a nobody lor. Kinda inferior, but I never said or express anything. I know Zhiguan will think that I'm ridiculous, but I admit, I was really abit jealous, don't know for what reason. After that when we went back JE, he asked me whether I thinks that his that sec sch friend is pretty or not... My heart infact aches alot, but I still did not dare to express anything, so I just smiled and nodded my head. He replied me with nodding his head as well. Hmm, she must be a very nice girl in his eyes too. I feel so inferior, I have never have this kind of feeling before, I don't know how to describe it. I dare to type these because I know his computer spoiled, and he doesn't bother to read my blog normally, so I don't mind typing here.

I know that I'm thinking way too much, but that it really affected me somehow. I think I better stop here.

My Fifty-sixth Entry. Mood: Sian

Some people complained why I always write about CO things. Ok, fine, today, I will not write CO things lor.

Today went out with Derrick, he met me at Bugis, then when we met, I pulled him to let him see some watches. The Seiyu there sell watches very expensive sia! I saw the same model at Jurong which costs only $189, but there selling $260+! So better don't buy watches from there!

Then he brought me to a coffee shop, he said the chicken rice there is very nice. Though its halal, its sold by chinese. Haha. The food there really not bad. The rice were soft enough, and the meat were tender enough too. But too bad I think I ate too many breakfast, I did not have much appetite finishing the plate of rice. Paiseh!

After that, he brought me to the pet safari at Simei. He said he will be buying a loop-ear rabbit next month, and brought me to see it. When we reach there, we didn't really get to see his pet, but I saw my favourite dog shephard!!! So happy... ^_^ Its a puppy one! So cute! Then it was like trying to get out of the cage and tried many ways but no avail, then it got tired and fell asleep... Haha, too cute le! How I wish I can have it, but too bad my family don't like... :( Then we see the people shaving the dogs' hair and trimming them. All of them when its their turn, they seems to have an expression like: Oh God, this is my doomsday... Then their tail will fold downwards, whole body shivering. Haha, they sort of shivered till abit kua zhang. Hmm, wish to tell the dogs no need to be afraid, its for their own good! We stayed there looking at the pets for a very very long time, I really cant bear to leave.

Then we walked around the shopping center awhile, and then he said he wanted to go to Sim Lim and buy something. Boliao, go back to Bugis again... -_- Never mind. In the end... Never buy anything! Eh, siao eh, waste my time ah! Heng after that he treated me cold chocolate with whip cream. Hmm, suan ni you yi dian liang xin. But anyway, I'm sorry too that I can't go eat Burger King with you, because my mum cooked my dinner le. Next time ok? ;)

Erm, then I was too tired when I got into the train. The moment when Derrick alighted the train, I dozed off in the train all the way till I reach Jurong. I walked home and found out that Leo, my sis' boyfriend is coming to our home for dinner, so bobian, gotta stay awake till he go back. Without any dinner, I went to sleep. About one hour ago, I just woke up, 15mins ago, I just finished my dinner. 10mins ago, I just started writing my blog. Less than one minute later, I will be publishing this entry. Haha~

My Fifty-fifth Entry. Mood: Happy/Exhausted

I'm so happy! Last paper ended already! Today's paper is actually quite difficult for me. Luckily I told myself better to study some, or else sure fail. Those things are those which I initially thought no need study one, cos will not come out de. *Phew* But there are still quite alot I do not know how to do leh.

Hmm, now I feel abit bored, nothing to do, life suddenly become so meaningless until next week when I go HK. NOTHING TO STUDY AH! SO BORED! Haha.

Today nothing much, keep studying lor, both at home and in school. Thinking of going anyplace to play tomorrow... Watch movie? Swimming? Play pool (Singapore Pools)? But my other friends are still having exams leh, nobody to pei me... :( I'm such a loner... Too stressless le, also not good.

My Fifty-forth Entry. Mood: Lazy

Tomorrow is my last paper! Yeah! But seems like I have no mood to study anymore. I don't know why. No motivation ba. Hee~

Just now I kept thinking about my Yun Luo for HK trip. Think for the following week, I will go down and practice. But I'm very worried what if the HK there's arrangement is not the same as ours? I wonder if they can help me to ask about their arrangements or not, so that I can re-arrange the yun luos and practice it, or rather we tell them about our arrangements. Actually, I have mentioned these before, but seems like everyone did not bother much about this. I am very worried about this, I think not much people will understand me, this is just MY own problem, not others, so why do others need to care so much? As long as their own parts goes well, care so much about other people's part for what? They might think: Aiya, you see, Yingqi quite steady, she go there then practice also no problem one la. THIS IS NOT TRUE! I have to practice dozens of times or even hundreds of times sto have just a slight improvement and not making so many mistakes. I need plenty of time to practice, I am not a professional! I AM REALLY VERY WORRIED! Why do nobody cares? What can I do? Ask them to send me their own arrangements there? Or can we send over? :"( Ok, if this is so that no one will be helping me to ask, then I will just do my best and practice. If the arrangements there are really not the same, I will personally ask the person there to help me play yun luo for FengShou. Will that be ok? Any objections?

My Fifty-third Entry. Mood: Exhausted

I finally finished the killer paper le. There were so many unexpected questions. Most of us were shocked. But finally its over le. Next will be the last paper already. Seeing the finishing line is just infront of me. Chiong all the way! Kambate!

Just now went CO room, Zhiguan gave me a suprise again! He bought me a shirt, couple T-shirt! Hehe, so happy. The shirt is quite cute lor. We will be wearing it at HK trip. :)) Just now try on it, quite nice, fits me well. Thanks dear~!

Ok la, really very tired, slept quite late last night. 3-4am like that ba. Angeline not here either, so no point staying till so late again. Good night.

My Fifty-second Entry. Mood: Stress

Killer paper tomorrow le. I must chiong all the way and after tomorrow, will then finally relieve le. Today nothing much, went sell gold with my mum, then she wanted to buy watch for me de, but in the end no time because gotta go home cook for my dad earlier as my dad was going out for some talks.

I saw the watch that I chose last night, I never knew that it was so cheap! Its just $40 like that, I thought it was gonna be $80-$90 like that. :) But when I took a closer look, it was like put there very long le, very dusty. So I might still consider, as I saw many other beautiful watches today. :)

See you!~

My Fifty-first Entry. Mood: Very Sleepy

My eyes hardly open now. Eyelids very heavy. Last night study till 3-4am like that. I from 1am plus study till I go sleep just for a particular question, but today, at the exam, I did not do that sum, because we were supposed to choose one question from the two, and I choose that another one because I think the other one is much easier. #_#

Yeah! Today I got Kinder Bueno and Chupa Chups from Zhiguan! Boost abit of moral to exams. Think the exam today will pass, but not good la. No comments.

Then went to CO room after exams, saw Angeline, crap alot with her about SPCO pastimes, then went home with LingLing.

Tomorrow going out with my mum to do something, so will have lesser time for Wednesday's killer paper. Just now keep looking at watches on net, did not study either. How? Heck care.

My Fiftieth Entry. Mood: So-so

Ok, I better make it fast. Got exams tomorrow. Today whole day studying, but at 6pm, went swimming. After dinner, went to pasar malam with my dad. He saw me keep looking at the watches, then asked me whether I have my own watch or not. I said no, then he asked me whether I would like to have a watch... I said: For what? No need la, haha, I got handphone liao. But actually, I'm really eyeing on a baby-G for a very long time le. I don't want to tell him because I know that he will definately buy for me. But it's really really too expensive, my dad isn't rich either, so I think I will just save up my money, look for a job, and buy it myself.

Erm, today is my fiftieth blog. Have to post something special? Erm, let me find a topic ba.

MY PERCUSSION LIFE

Kaoz, seems like I really have no other ideas for this entry le. But well, I followed my dad to Hsinghai to watch him practice one day, then they were practising "Yu Zhou Kai Ge". All the percussionist were youngsters, like our age. Most of them were guys, and their way of playing were so stunning and stylish... "Think those SPCO people out there know what I mean la." Every one of them, even smallest part like small cymbals or luo, has their very style and plays so "shuai"ly. Then I decided to join them on the following performance, so I approached a guy "Jeremy" to ask him to teach me percussion lor. And this is how it all begun.

The rest of the youngsters have left, only left him, the only senior. He carefully nutured me and guide me through all these years. We were so glad that we invited a percussionist player from SCO "Mr. Shen Guo Qin" and hope that he is able to teach us even more. But sadly, he seldom teach us, he only pointed out when we came in slow or fast in the rhythm and all that. So Jeremy continued to guide us.

My very first performance include these songs:

• Long Teng (small drum)
• Fengshou (small cymbal)
• Fei Tian (big gong)

Haha, now, these songs are played by SPCO, and when I'm playing these songs now, it really bring back my memories last time when I was still a beginner and struggling for even simple beats.

In year 2001, I officially joined SPCO and gained many experiences. To me, I'm still a beginner in percussion and time passes, I still do not realise that I've actually improved over the years. Until that time when Shimin and Yuru entered, I suddenly feel like I'm seeing myself in the past. The mistakes they made and whatever were exactly the same of what I did everytime last time. But I'm now their senior, then I realise that I have stepped a level higher than last time.

Oh ya, I have actually performed Long Teng as the lead last year. It was an unforgettable experience for me. That time, I really can't imagine that I'm actually playing lead for this song, because I know that I'm really not up to standard. But after all the hard works, hmm, the performance is actually not that bad as well. The mistakes that I made aren't obvious for the audiences ;P And they even thought I played was good. Lol... Kns.

I think the most important thing in my percussion life is to be able to learn human relationships, knowing that there are so many different kinds of people in the world. I mean, if you don't join and extra cirricular activities, you can't see who are thinking so highly of themselves, what will they do, or what will they say about others... while there are others who are so genuine, humble, never despise on people... And ofcourse, I have learnt so much about the beauty of music and appreciate them, not only western, eastern, but also many other races.

Erm, but ofcourse, through my dad, I have come to know music, and through music, I have to come to know percussion, and through percussion, I have known SPCO and able to make SO many good friends, who are able to play and joke around with me, cheering me up when I'm down, and brightens my day. I think this is the most valuable thing that I've encountered... In my PERCUSSION LIFE.

~The End~

My Forty-ninth Entry. Mood: Happy/Stress

Eh, I don't know what's my mood now leh. Kinda happy lor, see got people post at my tagboard. ^_^ Then I finally finally see Angeline and Desmond patch liao, so happy. That time before they patch, Angeline chats with me everynight on MSN de. Then no matter how long I write my blog, she will wait for me one, then we continue to chat. Today, things have changed. I studying halfway and she suddenly offline le! So early... *sob* She don't want chat with me anymore le... :"( But its ok la, as long she is happy, I'm very glad liao.

This afternoon I went to see the Sincere Watches 50th Anniversary Exhibition (Same age as SP). The watches there are really cool. I love those which are all transparent and you can actually see the mechanics inside moving and ticking. Very nice! Then we see the masters making the watches. They are SO specific and the things were so small that they need a microscope and then start carving. The knives were specially small and tiny too! The face they were carving, we aren't really able to see it with our bare eyes.
Then we entered another section. All the watches there were made up of diamonds. They were SO sparkling and so "kua zhang". Give me I also don't want. I might just sell it away and enjoy the rest of my life... Because... Some of them actually cost over 2 million dollars! Just one watch and you are able to build a bunglow! All from the top to the bottom of the watch, even the face, were paved and filled up with diamonds. Kaoz.

Then I reached home, and waited for my brother-in-law to eat with us. He is so big shot as he was late, but I heck care him and started eating my dinner without waiting for him. Well, my sister got her wedding ring liao. Its just too small for me. It was just able to fit in my little finger on my left. He bought her many dresses as well. Don't know why, so boliao, buy so many same kind of dress for what. But its $30 per piece leh. so its around $100 lor. Heard he is not that rich, buy so many for what? Getting married liao, need even more money, why spend on all these? Don't understand. LOL.

Then I had a nap and woke up, ate some durians and started studying. Haiz, I'm progressing too slowly on my revisions le... Gotta buck up tomorrow. Haiz.

Erm, regarding my 50th entry, I'm still not sure what will be my topic. Tomorrow I will let you all know. :) Nitez!

My Forty-eighth Entry. Mood: Study

Today last minute never go out with Derrick, don't know why, but I was glad too, because was feeling abit lazy and wanted to slack at home. But meet Zhiguan 12pm at PS, so quite the same for me la. We went to PS just so awhile, think not even 10mins, and then we left PS le, because he finished his mission (help his dad don't know do what on his handphone).

Then we went Clementi watch 2046. Quite a nice story, however, until now, I still do not know why the lady did not want to follow the lead actor, and why does she always wearing a glove on her left hand. Think its just a mystery for us audiences ba. :) But don't see the movie like sad sad like that one, Faye Wong was able to be with her loved one together, finally. Thanks to her understanding dad.

After the movie, we went to school because I want to give Angeline something. Then CO room was so pathetic, only 3 kitties there. Soon, we left also liao. Finally, Zhiguan sent me home to my lift once again. :)

Eh, studied abit just now after watching TV. Erm, I got no comments on my studies so far. Better don't say. Glad to see that Auntie online again. Going talk to her, wait she say I sslloowwllyy again.

Byez~

My Forty-seventh Entry. Mood: Sleepy

Yay, I finally got tag le. Its not the tagging that counts, but is this morning, I tried very hard to fit in the tag-board, due to lack of knowledge of javascripts. But anyway, I'm now so proud of myself... I did it! Trail and error lor...

Today went to school to study, sat with Zhiguan at the study area. Then we went back CO room... Alvin entered later too, and exclaimed that he wants to eat dinner liao. Then so funny things happened...

While waiting for Alvin, Zhiguan started it all first. He switched off the lights, and the others thought whats going on. Then he said: "Later Alvin come he will feel strange, how come we all didn't wait for him."
Then don't know who suggested: "We all sit at the back back there, so that he won't be able to see us even if he peeked in. Lights off, doors locked, both front and back. "
All of us: Me, LingLing, Zhiguan, Shuyang, Yinzhi, Ah-Beng and Feiyou all squeezed at the back of the room, waiting for his appearance.
Finally, he called Ah-Beng, and asked: "Aye where are you all ah?"
Infact, Ah-Beng has passed the phone to Feiyou. So Feiyou asked him back: "Where are you? Yinzhi they all at CO room la, I pei Ah-Beng at toilet, holding his phone now, you go in la."
Then Alvin replied: "No leh, nobody inside, all locked leh, lights all off one also, nobody inside."
Feiyou: "Sure or not? Cannot be la. They all In the room la. You go wrong room is it? You went to SE room ah? Haha..."
Alvin: "Really la, no one inside. Never mind never mind, I wait for you all lor."
At this point of time, I really cannot control myself for laughing. We all "gek" till very long, laughed and laughed in silent.
Then Ah-Beng crawled to the switch, confirming that Alvin is not around, counting to 3, he switched on the lights and within 2 seconds, we all shifted back to our original places, acting nothing wrong. We were waiting for him to enter CO room and be confused. Unfortunately, he did not wait for us anymore, he went FC2 himself. Haiz, wasted.
When we reached FC2, he saw us and said: "Aye you all play play with me just now right? Switch off lights, think I don't know..."
Then we all replied him: "Huh? what? We waiting for you at CO room just now ah. How we know you suddenly come FC2 yourself... What switch off lights? What you talking?" then think he was abit blurred and stunned. However, we just continued our dinner and never talked about it again. (Act innocent, act blur).

After dinner, while we were walking to MRT, Ling Ling forgot her things, and then we stopped and waited for her. When we reached Dover, we bought some Chupa Chups while waiting for Ling Ling to "press" her money. Suddenly, I realised that I forgot to take my handphone too, left it in the room. Then they accompany walked all the way back to the room. So paiseh. Finally, went home together with Ling Ling.

Ok for today, byez!~

My Forty-sixth Entry. Mood: Happy

Heyo!!! Sorry for this late blog... Some Auntie holding me back. Hmm, too many happy things happened today le. :)

Yes! I finally can download songs le! But heard these days police catch very strict. Last time I got Kazaa, but it slows my computer, so I unstalled it away le. Now, I download songs from a website le.

Have done one and a half reports le. Half more reports to go, and I can start my revision le!!! Eh, so long then start, people started very long ago le... -__-"

Too many secrets which cannot tell le. All the best guys!!!

See ya!

My Forty-fifth Entry. Mood: Stress

Argh... I havn't finish two more reports, how to start revision? Next week exams liao... How?

Oh ya, went for the interview today, they say they will call me only for the next training batch, because I told them that I have to go HK. By right, the training will be starting tomorrow, so, now I will only have to go by left. So meanwhile, I will hope Angeline can give me the chance to work there temporary, but if not, its ok too, because initially I promised them that I'm able to work long term. But of course, I still hope there is a room for me...

Hmm, was struggling for my reports just now, so was in the busy mode.

My fiftieth entry is coming soon. Wonder if I should be as boliao as Desmond to write something special or not...

Erm, Zhiguan just told me that I might have to sleep with Celest. Eh... I never don't like or what, but I have promised 2 persons that I will be sleeping with them, when I said I might have to change, they already either scared or unhappy. Now, I can't even sleep with both, what to do now? I'm really very confused. Of course more or less I'm unhappy la, I can't sleep with the persons that I've chosen to sleep with, then what for did they give me the chance to choose whom I want to sleep with? If two of them don't mind, I don't mind sleeping with her too, Celest is a cute girl to be with. But this time, two other people is affected... Its kinda unfair to all of us three.

Gotta go...

*Wish that we can get back to normal as soon as possible*

My Forty-forth Entry. Mood: Better

Firstly, I want to thank to the three comments by Angeline, Desmond and Victoria. Though it did not help me solve my problems, but it really brighten my day up somehow. I shall not say what happened, because its about my family.

Anyway, my mum is bringing me to go for an interview tomorrow. If I succeed, then I shall not take Angeline's intro. But really thank you Angeline for giving me this opportunity, from the bottom of my heart, when I needed it most.

Tomorrow, this job is about giving lessons to older people, like those elderly, of how to take care of their body, tell them why they have pains here and there... Haha, something like a lecturer doctor like that. But of course, will have to go through training lor. Have to let them know that I can't work until when I'm back from HK. And when school reopens, somedays I will have to go off earlier. Don't know whether they will let anot.

My Forty-third Entry. Mood: Bad. Down to core.

No mood to say anything today.

My Forty-second Entry. Mood: Confused

Oh dear, tomorrow I'm having two dates, one is celebrating Wenhao's birthday, another one is Zhiguan date me. So think I will meet Wenhao in the morning first, then meet Zhiguan in the afternoon. But I evening will be having swimming lesson. Schedule is so tight! Haiz, think both of them are not happy either. Its so hard to please on both sides. If I'm not having class tomorrow, that will be the best. But I paid the fees. Gotta go for lesson... -__-.

Just now during evening, I went to my relative's house. I saw my cousin. I was totally so heartbroken! Do you know why? He said he has a pair of drumsticks. He showed it to me. Its Zildjian brand, black in colour. Well, he doesn't know how to use it, din't know how to hold a pair of sticks, and the worst part is... One of the sticks was splashed by some white paints. He said it happened during their renovation of the house, he actually used the stick to press on the painted newspaper for some purpose...! Oh my God!!! I looked at the sticks and was so sadened! The weight of the sticks were just right for me and when I held it, it was so comfortable. I really wish to have it. He said he can give it to me. But later on, he said he still can't bear it. Oh man, I was thinking: If you cant bear it, you would have taken good care of it. If I were him, I wouldn't have did such things using my pair of sticks! Not even the lousiest drumsticks of mine! He said it was so cheap, so its never mind. But... Haiz... I don't know how to put it either. I'M JUST FEELING SO SAD FOR THE STICKS NOW... I really wished to buy it from him. He said: This is mine, I give you money, you go and buy one pair lor. But, actually when I hold his sticks, I actually grew some feelings for the sticks already too. So, forget it la.

Well, don't know what to say now. I hope one day I can get his sticks and I promise the pair of sticks that I can definately be a better owner and take good care of them.

My Forty-first Entry. Mood: Good

Heyo! Today I'm better than last night, though I had a long day. Early in the morning abit sian, because was thinking need to help Ngee Jin to record, but I was afraid of my performance, I scared that I will only trouble him. But after recording, he said it was ok, so, I din't persue it anymore. But I think I really did not play very well.

Then they say they wanted to go take my camera at Sim Lim. We took 147 there and when it reaches Chinatown, the bus broke down! Everyone slowly alighted the bus and the driver gave us a complimentary ticket each to continue our journey with the next bus. Think Lingling got something troubled with her contact lens, she took it out after she aighted the spoiled bus, all the way till we reach Sim Lim! Poor thing. I saw her in this state and I promised myself that I won't wear any contact lens in the future.

Finally got my very own camera! :) So happy. Ah-Beng said he wanted to buy a harddisk, so we followed him... And I saw a very familar girl. Is it Delfi? My secondary school classmate. I said: Delfi. She turned to me and stunned... For quite a few seconds. I asked: don't remember me ah? She suddenly shouted: Ofcourse remember la!!! Wah!!! You changed alot leh!!! Then Ah-Beng asked me to ask her to give discount. Wah, I became the middleperson, and I really hate to do this. I know Delfi will be difficult, and my other friends wants a discount via me too. I really don't wish to say much. I know Delfi has a business to do, and I know that she know her limits. I know her very well and I know that she is not the kind who will not dare to give discounts if she still can, and she is not stingy type, especially to friends. I was just abit difficult at that situation.

Anyway, we just walked off after buying the harddisk with a satisfiying price from both sides. *Phew*. But we were late for the HK trip briefing at CO room. The briefing was halfway done when we reached there. Nothing much, just that Angeline gave me see something which is incredible (cannot say what thing). Then we wanted to go Holland V for dinner. Zhiguan went off with Miss. Anna, but did not say anything. so I went off with the rest first and should give him a call after we reach that place. But he suddenly SMSed me asking me to wait. I thought is to wait at Holland V, so I board bus with them till he called me. Yuan Lai he was asking me to wait for him at Dover. I was indeed annoyed. He went off without saying a word, and then we were in a kinda fierce mood when we were on phone and when he din't see me at Dover. When he reached Commonwealth, he saw me and appologised. I thought: I was also in foul mood, he too, but he appologised to me first. Was kinda touched. He even planned for my expenses for the HK trip. I was like: Wah... I was so bad tempered and all that and he still so gentle to me... Haha

Then we had our first dinner at the foodcourt eating simple things, then proceeded for out second dinner for Katong Laksa. Abit boliao, tiring, but quite silly and fun. We chatted so many things and mostly CO matters... Haha. Then I went home with Lingling together and reached home sweet home.

Ok for now. There is An Auntie Angeline (hey, all "A" leh!) rushing me to finish my blog. Gotta go now.

My Fortieth Entry. Mood: Sleepy

Sorry for this late blog. Very Very sleepy now. Think blogging again tomorrow. Did lots of report, watched lots of TV and stared long time at comp today. Byez...

By the way, thank you so much for Angeline for helping me look for job. Thanks alot.

My Thirty-ninth Entry. Mood: So-so

Aiyo... Today done quite alot of things liao la. I finally started my report, gave Ah-Beng the camera money, and handed in the passport and indemity form. Then thought my lab manual was lost, luckily found it just now. I wonder when can I get my new camera, forgot to ask Ah-Beng just now. First time ever in my life! I'm going to get my very own camera! Muahaha! (Though Zhiguan and my dad are sharing it too.) But I can take my own pictures, take anything that I see and like.

Actually today no need go class one. But must give teacher face, so just attend lor, then can ask my friends to see what I missed out on Monday. Luckily teacher did not give tips, so lucky that I went today, I got my assignment paper back... 9/10!!! You know hor, normally if I do things or assignments myself I would not get more than 80%, unless I get my friend's and copy. But this time, I did it myself one, somemore it was very hard and no one helped me. I was thinking like: It will be good if I pass, thats all. But today, I myself also shocked and I double check to see if that's my paper. I know there are many good students out there who got honours or what, you all might think: Huh, what's so big deal. But it's different for such a lousy student like me to get this result lor. So...... *^_^*

Today's squabbling ducks... Haiz. Me and Weiqiang really cannot make it. But the rest were very good. Yuru really improve alot. Oh ya, Yuru's money is still at my home, think going decompose le. Haha. Gotta give her together by this Friday. Talking about money, I'm really going to broke le. Must find a job right after HK trip.

Hmm, thought I have finished Ngee Jin's recording le, but he says that he still need me again for piano, because the recording for piano was too soft. Oh well, never mind, just helping out a friend. :) So we will be recording this Friday right? Ok.

Don't know what to say le. Byez.

My Thirty-eighth Entry. Mood: Sian

Don't know why I feeling so sian. Two days le. Think its beacause I'm anxious about earning extra money and my exams. I need money urgently and need time for my studies also. But yesterday I still so "Bu Zheng Qi", skipped lessons and went to see pool match. I miss Zhiguan tonight too, don't know why. I called him but he can't chat long either, so we just said hi and bye. Guys, if any of you finds a job which can earn more than $500 per month and which will definately not affect my schooling hours, do tell me ok?

Today finally finished recording Ngee Jin's project liao. But the piano sounds so weird, no pedal for me either. Just managed to finish all the recordings on time.

Wonder how's Derrick's dad liao. I've never met such situations before, not in my family, therefore I really considered very lucky to have a complete family le. Must spend more time with them as I can, because not all people can have a whole family together and feel the warmth and laughter. Some lives all alone themselves till they old and die. So Derrick, you must Jia You and find a wife and have some children and grandchildren also, so that you will be living your life to the fullest! :)

Ok, going off le...

*Zhiguan, chat with me leh... :"(*

My Thirty-seventh Entry. Mood: Tired

Yay! Zhiguan chosen by Singapore Air Force le! Must congratulate him. Feel so proud of him. But think has to go for a body check-up and maybe another interview. Wish him all the best O!

Today was a long tiring day. I woke up late though its considered early for me, to go to school to record for Ngee Jin's project. A little kanjiong, felt that we are great artists, but kinda stress also. So after we did some recording, we went for lunch, and I went to do Wenhao's present. I did it for a whole afternoon... (Cannot say what I'm going to give, later he see my blog and know). Then I went back CO room quite early and so a few of us went to eat again. So fast hungry.

After that, its our big day. I skipped lessons just for that. SPSE vs SPCO pool tournament. Too many exciting things liao. Lazy to list out them all. But the top 4s are 1st: Fei You (SPCO), 2nd: Alvin (SPSE), 3rd: Weiqiang (SPCO), and 4th: Lay Leng (SPCO) our one and only power puff girl. By the way, our 1st prize voucher was being tore off by our Mr. Weiqiang. He thought the voucher expire liao. There is too many things happening today le. Too tired to say. Going sleep soon. Love ya and see ya!

Angry! Mood: Furious!

OK NOW! MY SISTER DRANK UP MY SOUP LE!

WHAT THE! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.................................

>:(

My Thirty-sixth Entry. Mood: Sian

First of all, thanks for the two precious comments in my previous entry. I knew many will response saying these things like: Treasure your loved ones, or cherish every moment in life, and so on. So I did not state it at my last sentence. Everyone knows these principles.

Today I went studying with Zhiguan and then soon went off for my swimming lesson. Today's lesson is actually my second one. I had one last week le, but it was me alone. This week, the group came and join in. I think I did not have the fighting sprit to swim as fast as I could today, unlike last week. But last week I was sprinting all the way and end up I felt quite dizzy and had some headache, and even have the feeling of vomiting. Too long never swim liao. Today, I took my own sweet time, whereas I see the other classmates sprinting. So, of course, I'm the last always. But I'm glad that I kept quite alot of energy even after the class.

While I was in the toilet changing, my mum called and asked whether I want my dad to fetch me home. Wao! I said no need, its so close to my house, I actually walk there everytime I go swimming. She kept saying: Never mind la. Go fetch you lor. I was thinking: Why suddenly so good ah? So I just said "ok lor". And while I was waiting, I bought a carrot cake, and a fillet. These made me so full. Then was thinking to buy something cool, so I went to buy ice-cream as well. Right after buying, I saw my dad reached le. So I happily hopped on, suprisingly, saw my mum at the rear too! -__- Short distance car fetch, need two adults to ascort me as well wor! I asked my mum: You come out for fun ah? She said "yah lor". Ok, I din't care much either, and so we headed home.

When I reached home, my mum had cooked my favourite yam soup! I was so happy, its as if my birthday today, everyone treated me like a princess! But...... As I said, I was too full eating those snacks. So I smiled at the soup without eating. My mum asked: Why you don't want to eat? So I told her what I ate before. She was kinda sad and dissapointed, and I feel that I have let her down too. I know she specially cooked that for me, yet I cant finish them. Well, I kept it in the kitchen, and will be eating it as my supper.

Ok, gotta go. Derrick chatting about his problems again. Poor thing. Gotta get my soup too! *^_^*

*Tomorrow gotta wake up at 8.30. Ngee Jin meeting us. Sigh, don't know how to tell him that I don't know how to put in the chords for his song. He wanted it to be more western... But the whole thing is like a chinese song to me... #_#

My Thirty-fifth Entry. Mood: Sad

Hi, I'm sorry that I'm late. I'm just kinda sad today, don't know why. Morning till afternoon, I just do my work, did some computer maintaining, and watched some TV. This evening, my "brother-in-law" came to have dinner with us again. After that, we went to visit my aunt together.

Don't know why, I just suddenly feel that life is so precious. My aunt had cancer at her uterus last time, doctor said that its too late as the cancerous cells began to spread. She went through alot of therapy, and became so weak. Now, doctor said that she has another part infected my cancer which is at the intestine. This time, she cannot have any operations because the doctor said she is already too weak. She is actually a very good aunt of mine, had bought many gifts for us, very understanding, and also, she is just 50 years old... I know she tried to act energetic just now when we visit her. Well, I really don't know what to say.

Then when I got home, Zhiguan was still working. Felt abit lonely and was doing some of my work. After he got home, we had a chat on phone and he told me a shocking news that someone in SP died again. Heard it was at Friday when we were having our dazu...

Sigh, so many "life" cases these days in SP, as well as in newspapers. We might be planning for long time after we graduated and what we want to do, and all. But when do we know when is our last day? It might be very sudden... Even those who are close with us.

I have a friend who was being beat up and slashed my parang knives at the pub, heard that they actually caught the wrong person. He lied there and nobody dares to care about him. His blood was all over the ground and he tried to beg the passer-by to help him. But all of them were too frightened to touch him and walked away, till he finally became semi-conscious. Then he heard a couple helping him out, who are actually caucasians. Outsiders helping a Singaporean? Where did the rest of Singaporeans go? When he reached the ICU, the doctor told his mother and said that he has seen similar cases and only 10% chances of survival. He even said that my friend's case is worse, thus, he asked his mother to get mentally prepared. Well, he told me all these over the phone. I was so stunned that I nearly cried out. If I hadn't called him up that day, I won't even know if this precious friend of mine is dead or alive. Thank God that he made it through. What if he did not make it, and I called up his house that day, what will his family tell me? What will be my response?

See all, good night.

My Thirty-forth Entry. Mood: Happy

Hihi! Just saw that Victoria has come to read my blog too le! Thanks girl! Well, today I went to school early to have my pizza with Ling Ling, Ah-Heng, Yinzhi, ChuanCheng and Zhiguan. Had some problems sorting with the money, but think its ok le. Haha. They all asked for Hawaian Pizza, only me asked for Chicken Supreme, kinda odd one out, and mine had to wait for sometime, so paiseh that they waited for me before they can start to eat.

Then I went to Zhiguan's project lab, feeling like I'm his daughter, and daddy's at work, gotta bring a kid along to work as well, sitting at one corner, play with computer... then the computer cannot go online one also, abit like dummy, so I went to SALC myself. I want to make Wenhao's present using computer with scanner, and SALC has it. I logged on a computer, but in the end I do not know how to scan the pics I want. I put the picture into the scanner, but, where do I start? So I saw the notice board that I have to book a computer indicating that I am booking the scanner as well. So I immediately logged out and wanted to re-book a computer, suddenly, I see a long queue and heard people complaining that the kiosk "hang". Duhz, kiosk also will hang one?

As I was waiting for the kiosk to recover, I accidentally saw our ex-SPCO member, Harris. I didn't notice him at first, until I realised that there is someone wearing our SPCO t-shirt. I was like: Wow, so loyal? Then he saw me, and said: No shirts to wear le, thats why. #_# Then soon after that, his classmates started to quarrel at the door of SALC. Harris was trying to be the middleman. Haha. I thought that the kiosk won't recover for that time, so I better shoo myself off le. As I walked far away liao, I still hear Harris' classmate shouting for himself...

It was still early that time, so I went to the cafe and bought cold chocolate with whip cream again and went back to CO room. we chatted until 5+ then we went to eat dinner. The tao-suan was abit like overcooked, but no worse than Zhiguan's "Penang Laksa" OMG. His laksa's smell is quite unbearable, and thus he ate halfway only.

Finally, its the practice time. My FengShou really cannot make it. I was thinking: What if we are performing for Fengshou during HK concert and if their Yun Luo's arrangement is not the same again? HAIZ. Better stop thinking and just practice le. Anyway, I might be sleeping with Angeline, depending on if Ms Anna is going to approve or not.

At the end of the day, I went back home with Zhiguan again. *^_^*

My Thirty-third Entry. Mood: Happy

Alloha! Whenever I didn't go out that day, there won't be anything special going on. Well, indeed, I did not go out today, so today's blog will be quite short.

However, this afternoon my mum showed me one big bunch of golds and jewelleries, she said that she wants me to wear it on my wedding. OMG, its quite "orbiang" lor. All very very thick gold chains and bangles... Want me to wear that on my wedding??? Think I will sell it and earn some money to use it on something more useful on my wedding lor... Hehe. Erm, but I know its my mum's "one piece of good heart", she is actually already abit sad that my sister also rejected her "goods", so I promised her that I won't wear it on my wedding, but will keep it safetly for my next generation. :)

Then she also let me see a necklace which is made up of diamonds all around the chain, and 3 blue rubies pendant. Actually, the necklace is bought from my aunt because she sells jewelleries de. But me and my mum saw very serious cracks in the ruby stone. Few days before, she returned it to my aunt and she said its no big deal and its not cracks, and even told my mum not to show it to anyone else and anyhow say things. What the *foot*? I mean, the crackS are so serious lor, and I can see bits are going to drop off like that le, its somehow a little being crushed by somthing really big and hard like that lor. Ladies and gentlemen, tell me what should we do about that???

After those, we watched the fengshui show again. I tell you all hor, really very amazing. You all might choose not to believe it, but I don't think its suspicious or what, its more to scientific lor. Its not when we think all the time. I don't know how to say la, but will post some tips up in my blog sometimes.

Ok, I have two more reports to go. Right after my exams, I can pack for HK trip le!!! *^_^* Think too much le. Hope this Sunday can drink my COLD CHOCOLATE WITH WHIP CREAM. Hehe... Gotta think of Wenhao's birthday present tomorrow...

My Thirty-second Entry. Mood: Tired

This afternoon I saw Desmond online and told him about my dream last night. Anyway after I woke up that time, I really felt abit pity for them. Oh well, anyway, I grumbled to him somethings and went to school after that. The people at CO were so busy practising, I din't dare to disturb them, and I was so hungry, therefore I went to have my dinner alone first, then went to cafe and bought a cup of cold-chocolate. Suddenly, I saw Mr. Lee and another pluck teacher entered the cafe too, and they bought chicken pies. Haha. Then I told them I'm going to CO, and I went off.

Soon later, they said they are going to have dinner together. I was waiting for Zhiguan, so in the end he, me, Ah-Beng and Feiyou went to eat together at FC4.

After that, I went to my practical class. Today's class is going to be the formal report's experiment, so I better be alert. The moment I entered the room, I saw Shupei, she said she forgot to bring the notes which she intended to lend me, so she is bringing it tomorrow. Aiyo, tomorrow I'm not having any class, so am I going to school just to meet her? We chatted on the expenses on the HK trip and so on.

Before I knew it, we had ended our experiment. Mr. Pok briefed us the report of what we are going to write. Hmm, I think that guy is going to ask me to send him the report again, so that he doesn't have to do a bit. I feel that I'm like his secretary, and have to help him finish the report on time. But anyway, I know that he is very weak in his work and failed most of his test. This is because he comes from India and do not understand a word of what teacher is saying. Quite poor thing la. So all I can do is send him my report lor. Anyway the teachers knows that the reports are originally done by me. :)

Oh well, then I went to CO room and am so glad that all of them welcomed me by clapping their hands the moment I opened the door... Hahaha! Hehe, no la, I know its not for me. Our practice ended quite late today, at around 10pm.

Now I'm home resting le, but think Zhiguan isn't home yet. Poor thing.

This is NOT an Entry!

Hi everyone! Today, I'm giving some special treats for you! After seeing some of the fengshui documentories, I'm here and hope to give some useful advices. I will just list out some tips, and for other tips, I will put it up occasionally.

Mirrors

Do not face the mirror to doors. (Quarrels)
Do not face the mirror to stairs. (High speed of losing money)
Do not face mirror to bed. (Sleepless, worries)

Rooms

Make sure that you do not have a room whereby once you open the door, there is a going-down stairs. (Big decreasing luck and fortune)

Make sure there is no ceiling pillar whereby it reaches a room door. (Those who sleeps in that room will have many bad things happening to him/her which will make him/her so sad that might even think of suiciding. If it is to kitchen, it affects the female master of the house.)

Make sure there is no 2 doors within one room. (It means "cry", and its about the same as the above ceiling pillar part)

Goes into another room via a room. (Fang zhong fang- Room within a room. This will cause external affairs in marriage or in BGRs. If its in children's room, it affects the master of the house)

Make sure that your back of the bed leans firmly to something strong and big, best is a wall. (If its empty behind, you will have no confident in yourself in everything you do, and make many wrong decisions)

Do not put a marriage photo on the wall at the back of the bed. (Early death of one of the couple, or divorce)

If you have a straight flourescent light above your bed, make sure its horizontal when you lie, not vertical. (It means "knife", many problems in body which will lead to surgery/operations, or even robbery whereby it stabs you)

Ok, end of tips of the day! Hope you guys enjoy it!

My Thirty-first Entry. Mood: Stress

Well, well... I didn't go out today at all. I stayed at home to do my assignments and watched some TV. Havn't even finish my assignments and reports, still thinking of revising for exams??? Oh my gosh. I think i will be having too much things to do le, was thinking to go swimming just now one, but no time.

Today's blog will be really short because nothing happened, just that my dad brought some cuttlefish and my mum bought chocolates back. :P...

Erm, for the girl who wrote my comment, if you really want to know me, you may want to give me your profiles first, and you can read my profiles in my blog too! ^_^

My Thirtieth Entry. Mood: Worried

Exams are near liao, yet I have not begin my revision. Still have one assignment, and two reports to go. Haiz. Better start bucking up tomorrow. Today I just meet Zhiguan to Queensway Shopping Center to buy his brother's clothes and then go back to school, talked quite sometime with our CO officer about our HK trip, and then went to class, after lesson, meet Desmond and went home together. Nothing much today actually, but I have an update about Mingxi's condition from Australia. He is actually having infection and the doctor prescribed him antibiotics and if still not well, gotta visit that doctor again. He is having some fever now... Poor thing. Take care dude...

Well, many people asked me why am I writing my blog everyday without fail. It is because, in case if anything happens to me, I would want everyone who cares about me to know what I'm actually thinking and what happened to me lately. Here is a black and white "dairy" so that no one will talk back about me, gossip, and even composing stories about me if really anything happens. I don't care what others outside say about me, but at least those who read my blog often, I believe are those who cares for me all the time. They may not be friends who will stay by my side all the time, or maybe they were just too boliao so came and browse my blog, but at least they bothers to take a look and see what I'm going on. Till today, no more than 5 persons wrote any comments in my entries but I think there are more than 5 people reads my blog? So well, anyway, another reason why I writes my blog everyday is that I know some people are always staring at the comp when he/she gets home and doesn't want to do homework, and finally gets bored. So at least there is something new everyday for them to see... Hahaha...

Ok now, wish all my loved ones all the best and have a good night.

My Twenty-ninth Entry. Mood: So-so

Yesterday was our performance at Swiss Hotel, and the Guest-of-Honour was Mr. Lee Hsien Loong. As I mentioned earlier, there was one big thing happened yesterday. That is... Mr. Lee's bodygaurds told us to stay at the resting room after our performance as the P.M. Lee would like to take photos with us. We were so excited, and asked Ms. Anna to come along. In the end, we arranged ourselves orderly and stayed in out position just to wait for him for I think about 20mins or so. When he came, we clapped and invited him to come to the center of our crowd. Then we initially forgot all about our school principal until Ms. Anna asked the principal to join us. Think the principal was abit shy also because he knows that we only care of taking photo with P.M. Lee one. Haha. Then he just took some of the photos and left. Think his time must be so precious. When we looked down from the room window, we see the traffic police stopping the 3 lanes just to give way for his 4 cars to move. Really quite big shot, and I'm not being sacarstic or what. I'm just saying the truth of what I think from the bottom of my heart. If can, I also want to be the P.M. of Singapore. ^_^ Can really feel the unexplained power all around the atmosphere when he arrives lor.

Ok, before our performance, we played with Ms. Anna's daugther and she was really very cute! And became the limelight of the afternoon within SPCO. After that, we went to watch the movie called "White Chicks". It was very funny, nearly laughed until we fall on the ground. Great show. After that we were in rush to get back to the hotel in time and so we somewhat competed with each other in a "race". Haha. So stupid, don't know who started first one. :P

Today I woke up very very late in the afternoon, think 1.30p.m like that, and had my "breakfast". Then at 2p.m, I watched the fengshui show again. Its really very amazing.

Just now Mingxi called from Australia and has chatted quite awhile. He said he drank soup about a week ago and got choked, some soup got into his ear and can't come out. Then he dripped some water into his ear hopping to get the soup out together as he tilt his head and jump, but no avail. His ear somehow got blocked even more and can't hear properly. He consulted a doctor and the doctor simply said that it was some ear wax. So he cleared the ear wax, and it got better abit. But there was still abit of blocking, so he dripped some water into his ear again, and this time, it got worse, his left ear was really blocked and not a drop of water came out. Now he really can't use his left ear to hear properly and everything he heard were so blur, and when he is talking, the voice he heard is like covering one side of our ear and talk like that, and he even feel some pain in it. Haha, I know he is anxious and worried, but I think the whole thing is abit funny. Hahaha.

My Twenty-eighth Entry. Mood: Very Very Sleepy.

I'm sorry that I came home so late today. I will write my blog again tomorrow and say what happened today. Really too tired le. By the way, what I want to say now is that the prime minister is really really the "Big Shot" that I mentioned in some early blog, and he IS REALLY VERY BIG SHOT TODAY! He has so many bodyguards not only physically around him, but also all around the building! WAOW... O_O But of course, this is not the biggest thing yet. Do you want to know the biggest thing?
*To know what's the biggest thing happened just now, please stay tuned for the next entry of my blog tomorrow. Don't go away! I'll be right back...*

Anyway, last night after puting down the phone with Zhiguan, just before I was wanting to shut down the computer, Derrick MSNed me, and we chatted quite a long time. Derrick: I didn't know that you are having all these problems, though I always know that you DO have problems but you never say out and never showed it on your face. I don't know how to console you as I've never met this kind of problems before. I know I totally have no rights to give any comments, but just want to say that "Problems must come, and problems must go". If we really can't solve the problem, at least we should improve and give a better situation. I am really very honoured to be your first friend who comes to your mind when you are down. You always say that I always don't finish listening to what others got to say, and then interrupt and take my own thinking as correct. I remember you once said that I'm not a good listener, but I hope I did not dissapoint you last night as I know this time you really need a real listening ear, so I did not interupt.

Ok, anyway, friends can find me to confide all problems.

Ok, really very tired. -_- zzZ

My Twenty-seventh Entry. Mood: Happy

Yeah! Tomorrow our Singapore's Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong will be coming to SP's Dinner and Dance! Our CO will be performing a few great songs. Great day for our student conductor, Mr. Heng Peicheng (Ah-Beng).

Today actually abit sad. My mum did not want to go out with me. She say waste money. I say I pay, she ask me to save the money. So I do my assignment today, and finally, there is a big break through! The sum which I have stucked for weeks has finally been solved! Yeah! Thanks for Mr. Pok's guidence...

After that, I went IMM and shop for awhile and found something very interesting and cute, and decided to buy it for Zhiguan. It is a small windmill which is a penguin, and the turing part is its wings. Haha. Then I rushed to the curry puff shop and bought 6 curry puffs, end up, all my $6 wasted on the curry puffs. So I ate the curry puffs as my dinner.

When I reach school, we went to eat together, and then ironically I told the rest about an incident which happened long two years ago. The guys listening to me were planning to beat him up. PLEASE DON'T DO THAT!!! It has been for so long, I don't want any thing extra to happen again. Me and him are finally just hi-bye friends again. I don't wish to rack the things up. I was merely just saying about what happened that time and got abit worked up, but I really don't wish I have any thing links to him anymore.

During the practice, I was so glad that Shimin grabbed the 3-beats quite well liao. Haha, she must be practising it herself hard. Also, we finally passed her birthday presents to her, which has been kept by us for past don't know how many weeks. Glad that she likes the present too. Today in the practice everyone improved, and has helped Angeline in her Feng Shou too (though I'm having throat pain now), only that stupid Weiqiang keep doing extra things. Waste time.

Yeah, tomorrow gotta wake up early to rehersal at 7am. Will be seeing Lee Hsien Loong.