My Twenty-sixth Entry. Mood: Sleepy Again.

Wow, just in time... One more minute to 12am. Today I rushed finish my report and I've handed all my reports in liao. YEAH! Then I checked whether there is any class tonight or not, so I called my teacher and he said ya. So I prepared and packed my things, meet up Zhiguan, Desmond came, I took the sticks from him and then tied the ribbon. I was trying my best to make it look nice when Zhiguan came suddenly and tied the ribbons so long and droopy... Haha, but it made it quite special, so I did not insist to change it.

Then I went for the practical class, and after the class, left Alan and I so we asked teacher to just give us both to see our test results for Ms. Chan's subject. Luckily I passed. Thought it was a very difficult test.

I went to see my bank account balance, and am glad that I still have quite some amount in it. I hope to bring my mum out tomorrow and go shopping with her and treat her so medicure and pedicure. Think she has not done these kind of things before, and she has been complaining about her feet thing these days. Don't wish her to stay at home all the time either. However, I'm going to school to practice for Ya Zi Ban Zui tomorrow at 6pm.

My Twenty-fifth Entry. Mood: Sleepy

I reached school today at around 2pm, prepared to go for dazu. Today's dazu is really very boring, because only has 3 songs. Play here play there only those three songs.Then Ah-Beng conducted awhile after Mr. Lee has left. His conducting is very funny and cute. Think he is afraid to point or scared that he will point wrongly, then became very stiff and very cautious. Hahaha. It is indeed not easy songs as the rhythms are the same all the way, so, everyone, do see him and cooperate.

Soon, Ms. Anna came and hear us practise, and briefed us regarding the HongKong trip things. Yeah! Two person per room! Hmm, don't know who to sleep with. Xingzuan, Evelyn or Angeline? Heard that the room is abit like hotel though it's a hostel. Wow, can't wait to go.

Then we went to eat Ban Mian, and then walked abit at the Pasar Malam, and then took bus with Ling Ling and went home.

Tomorrow think I will be going school to take the sticks from Desmond, and hope I can have a practice with the other percussionist on Friday for Ya Zi Ban Zui. Must practice liao, not much time left.

My Twenty-forth Entry. Mood: Moody

I woke up late again today, by the time I got ready to go out, it was already 3pm+. I went to CO room and saw Ngee Jin and Marleen, soon, Zhiguan came liao, and we set off to Mustafa.

It's weekday today so there isn't much people there. We looked around and search for my watch, then found that it is $160+! Still considered expensive for me, so in the end, I did not buy. We also looked for the camera which we are going to bring to HongKong. I found my dream camara, Nikon Cool Pix which costs about $540+, the one which can twist and turn for 360 degrees. I hope to get that, but there is another one which is the same brand, having the similar functions, but without the twist and turn thingy, costing just about $480+ and plus a free 256mb card! One is cheaper, another one is my dream camera, both with similar features, really giving me a headache. Haha.

After that we went to Hougang and ate chicken wings and drank bubble tea, then went to Hougang mall and both of us bought a pouch each. :) We can bring it to HongKong together.

Then I went home, wanting to start to do my homework, but end up sitting at the living room watching TV with my mum. Sigh, my mum and sister are still having cold war. She better get married off earlier and stop all these nonsenses with my mum and give my mum a break.

Think I really have to start my work now. One more report, one assignment, two updates of my lecture notes.

My Twenty-third Entry. Mood: Tired

Don't know why I'm still tired now, I woke up at 1pm this afternoon and am still tired. I remembered that last night Zhiguan told me if he don't have class this afternoon, he will go Mustafa with me, however, he said that most probably he will still have class, but I still hope for that minimum chance of going out with me today. So when I woke up this afternoon, I quickly see my handphone and check whether he got message me any good news or not. Then I saw he message: I no more class liao. I saw this and I was so happy, I quickly wanted to jump out of bed then he called me at that point of time, and he said he will be going out with his class to Soul Garden as class gathering. But it's not his fault because he didn't know about it as his class gathering was a last minute one. But he promised that he will go out with me tomorrow. ^_^

So I just be a good girl at home to accompany my mum and do my report. Argh, the report is so difficult, I was really stucked. Before I noticed, it was nearly 5pm. I'm having class at 6.30, so I quickly go and prepare to bath and eat and then go CO room meet Zhiguan then he accompany go class.

The class is getting emptier and emptier day by day. More and more people are quitting. All the closer friends has really left, so I just have to make new friends again. The teacher kept talking non stop, and we kept copying the notes down non stop as well. We really cannot concentrate copying and listening to her at the same time, thus, some of them began to complain.

After the class, I went home, alight the bus, and walk to my dad's taiji class to go home with him together as usual every Monday. His taiji friends always "suan" him that he is a fortunate dad that his daughter accompanies him home every week. Actually its just walk pass and just making a convenient to go home with him, and so that I won't be alone at the dark street going home. Anyway, I went there and they were having mooncake festival celebration that time, so I was able to eat cakes again, because not long ago, when I went to fetch my dad, they were having teacher's day celebration that time and eating cakes when I reach there. So today I earned a piece of cake again. Haha, getting a piece of cake for me these days is just a piece of cake to me.

My Twenty-second Entry. Mood: So-so

Yesterday I went to Ngee Jin's chalet by my dad's car, but he lost way and dropped me at Tampines Mall. Then went to meet the rest, then realised that I forgot to bring SM's present. Sorry, but anyway SM did not turned up yesterday, heard she's still having fever. Take care, kid.

At the chalet, we really ate to our fullest, then we walked to a coffee-shop nearby to drink beer, drink till my eyes are so red and pain, then Zhiguan also being forced to drink by the others, and end up he keep smiling to himself. Then after that, a big group of us went to play bowling, and we were actually the last group playing at the alley. Somehow the people there were not happy about us, they thinks that we were too noisy and they hopes us to leave earlier.

After that, we went back to the chalet, so many people wish for a place to sleep, but some sleep on the stairs, some sleep on the mattress on the floor, the rest of the few guys like Ah-Beng play PS Fifa. Then Zhiguan and me went back his home for better sleep. We took cab, it was SO expensive for that period of time cab. Nearly faint. The extra charge kept jumping and jumping, and my heart kept beating and beating as well.

Then this morning I woke up around 9+ and headed home for even better sleep. While I was on my way home, I called a swimming instructor and wanted to register for his course. He told me to meet him at Jurong East Swimming Complex big pool at 6pm today. So, happily, I went home and set the alarm and plunged into my bed.

The alarm went off and suddenly I opened my eyes and saw my nephew infront of me, he said: Halo, wo you lai liao. ni qi lai liao ah? I just smiled and said "ya". Then I told him I'm going to swim, he kept saying he also want to follow. I just pack my things, patted his head and went out. He is about 3 years old.

When I reached there, I saw so many of my collegues last time, they were still working there and I was so happy to see them. I asked his if there is any BM course conducting, because the pool seemed to be so empty and no one is in the pool in fact. They were blurred and said: Can't you see the notice board there? The pool was booked today and there won't be anyone swimming in this pool today. I asked them if they know this particular instructor, and they said they never heard this guy before. @_@ They then introduced so many other instuctors to me. My first lesson will start next week Sunday 6pm at Bukit Batok swimming complex. Hope this time is not a bluff again.

Then I switched on my computer and saw a message from Derrick, he asked me to quickly go to his blog and hear whether his blog has any music. Haha.

Ok, I going sleep now...

My Twenty-first Blog. Mood: So-so

Today I will write my blog earlier today. Later tonight I will be going to Ngee Jin's chalet and will not be back home for a night. Now my nephew is beside me and keeps playing the phone. Gotta see him closely preventing him from pressing the "9" button thrice accidentally. He keeps hanging on the phone and talking non stop... (Don't know talking to who). Then just now he keeps playing with my A drive, put floppy disk in and out, in and out non stop.

Nothing much to write today, because its just starting of the day. See you guys tomorrow.

My Twentieth Entry. Mood: Very Tired

Today is our SPCO performance at Neptune Restaurant celebrating SP's Charity Golf. We not only played our songs there, we even helped labouring To carry and pack all the goods.

At first, all of us thought that we only have to put the torchlight into the goodie bag. We were all so enthusiastic and quickly finished our part and: "Ding Ding!!!" SPCO finished le! Then came another object... then another... and another... until the eighth one. We all became abit tired packing the things soon, but I can see the teamwork and sequence from putting the torch, until our QC and QA.

Inside SP's Charity Golf Goodie bag:

1) Camara-like torch

2) Kamansi (don't know if spelt correct) lemon-lime drink invented by SP Chemical Process Technology (Food Option) long time ago.

3) Tropical Island room perfume invented by SP Chemical Process Technology (Industrial Chemistry Option) during last year or so.

4) 20% Discount voucher on suits and skirts. (I think)

5) An envelope containing don't know what.

6) Pink programme sheet

7) An air-con filter paper. (Don't know why giving that either)

8) Last but not least... AN UGLY LOOKING SCARF.

Then Evelyn pulled me to do pedicure with her and buy Weiqiang's shoes. But there were no men's shoes selling around that area and her pedicure shop is unavailable, thus, she bought a bread for her Weiqiang and we headed back to the restaurant. Forgot that Zhiguan won't be joining us for dinner, I forgot to buy him a bread as well.

After that, we had a rehersal, and then went for dinner. I think the dinner is cooked by the restaurant itself. Our dinner is fried rice, and is packed in styrofoam box, quite big box. We were not allowed to sit in the restaurant to eat, so we sat at the side of the restaurant, siting on the floor and eat. The performance was quite not bad today, but just that the people were not listening, and during Hafiz solo, he accidentally broke one of his strings of zhongruan halfway through the song.

When we went back to school, Evelyn asked me to join them for midnight show, but I was thinking to better finish writing my blog for today, so I rejected them. Haha... no la, just joking. I just want to save money and if I go and watch midnight show, many people will be unhappy like example my family. So the rest of us went clementi to eat and headed home.

When I switched on my computer just now, I saw my blog finally had the VERY FIRST comment. It was written by Derrick (don't understand why he got this name). Many things around me happening are CO things, so a bigger part of my life is regarding CO. We always see each other, practically at least 2-3 times a week. But as for our class, we only goes out one time or so per month. If you see my previous entries, you will notice that I did write about our class during Meijun's birthday. All of you are my friends, I treat all of you equally inside my heart, and in blog, I write things happening day by day. So I'm just writing down the facts of what actually happening during that very day. I did write about my family too right? Dear Derrick and Junie, if you guys wants me to write more regarding us, plan some outings la... So long never go Sentosa to swim liao, and bury Mao Mao and let Shijun step on him liao. Junie can stay in the shelter and help us to look after our bags. Keke... :)

My Nineteenth Blog. Mood: Moody

I'm feeling kinda sian today. My mum scolded me this morning then I went out. When I reached Toa Payoh, the swimming complex headquater said that there is no course available for instructors swimming course, please check on our website probably next month or so. Then I went treatment my hair, now my hair seems even more drier. Then I went to class and get back my results. It was poorer than I expected, again. Then I went CO, at least happy abit liao. But why am I so sway these days? *Sigh*

Not much mood to write today.

My Eighteenth Blog. Mood: Tired

Hi all. Today, my blog will be very special. There is a most important person that I must talk about, and that's Junie, my ex-poly classmate. She saw my blog this afternoon, and complained that I wrote only about CO things everyday. Now I shall talk about her.

She is one of my "most-able-to click-on" friends in my poly life and we studied and tok cok together during lectures. The best part is that she is also a great fan of Jay Chou, same as me. This afternoon we talked so much about this coming Jay's concert. She had so much inner-news and heard that the most expensive ticket was sold out. And OMG she is going to get black market! I thought that I am most siao liao, can't see that she is more siao than me. Seems like I still don't understand her well enough. But heard that the black market will sell much cheaper if you are getting it at last minute before the concert.

Dear Junie, I have some words from the bottom of my heart that I wish to say to you. Actually, I've always admired you. (Don't get the wrong idea.) I know you might think yourself not pretty, but you have a very special charisma which I think even if girls who has cool character might not even have your this kind of style. Because when you are cute, you are the cutest, when you are angry, you really get fierce. You seldom/never wear a mask on your face and that's what the best you can ever find in this world now. To tell you the truth, you are one of the most perfect girl that I have ever met in my whole life. And all the above are true words lor.

So I've written so many le, may I write my blog for today now? I "studied" for test today as I was writting all my notes into my fullscap paper, then during my test just now, I opened my fullscap to write...... Think clever people will get what I mean.

Then went CO, nothing interesting happened which the only happening things happened on Chuan Cheng, and not the rest. So there is nothing much to say. I have not ate the cake. Heard is coffee flavour one. I don't like coffee, so I did not take. Siewping... It's such a pity leh.

When I was walking to take bus just now, the bus was departing le, Zhiguan did not hold me back. He let me go. I have not talked to him properly since we saw each other today. <:(

Then when I was waiting for lift, a small "fly" (did not see clearly) flew into my left eye. It was such a pain, and I was actually talking on phone with Zhiguan that time and I just screamed. Think I scared him off abit ba. He was abit kanjiong. The "fly" bit my eye as well, so I still feel abit of pain till now. But I'm alright dudes, for those who are seeing this blog and are jumping and eyes glowing on this screen and are trying to call me to ask me whether I'm alright or not and those who are nearly wet their eyes with tears just for me. I'm alright... Don't worry people... God Bless Singapore... (Composed by George.W Bush, Improvised by Engine).

Tomorrow I think I'm going down to Toa Payoh to take the Swimming Instructor's Course form, then go treatment my hair, then going to class. So yinzhi, sorry that I won't be able to go down tomorrow, but I try my best and luck ok? Don't worry, Weiqiang will be there. No stranger liao.

My Seventeenth Blog. Mood: Even Relieved

This morning someone woke me up, and it's Zhiguan. He suddenly said that I don't have to practice my piano anymore le!!! Yay! Because the HongKong concert hall that we will be going does not have any piano. So Ah-Beng has to change his solo piece le. Hmm, I wonder how is he going to take this blow, he has practiced so hard and so kanjiong for his piano player, then now suddenly wants him to change piece, I think he will also be shocked and dissapointed. But I think I still have to practice in case of anything. Ah-Beng says he still wants to play that song with me...

Tomorrow I'm having test, but think today I havn't studied much. Then this afternoon my phone suddenly rang, thought is Zhiguan, hai me happy happy abit, then saw is Yinzhi's number. This guy will not call me for nothing one, sure got something need to ask me. As expected, he was asking me to go for the performance this Friday and the practice on this Thursday. He said that he will be leading the small group, so asked me to go down for help. This time I'm really "Big Shot" liao. But he thinks as if my beat is so accurate also... -__-"

Today Zhiguan is still sick, kinda worry for him, somemore it seems like he doesn't want to visit a doctor... I really can't bear to see him like so moody. I don't know how to relief his pain either. Abit useless. Wish to bring him to doctor tomorrow if I can.

Ok, gotta go and study for my test liao. Wish me good luck!

My Sixteenth Blog. Mood: Relieved

I just finished my test this evening. Luckily it was not so difficult as I thought at first.

This morning I had a same normal day to study for test, then at around 5.30pm, I reached CO room and saw Ah-Beng. I didn't dare to let him see me because I was afraid that he would ask about Yu Bei again. So I hid behind the timpani. Unfortunately that Zhiguan pointed me to them. Think it's alright la, I didn't care so much that time, I was just thinking how will my test later be going. Then it was getting late, I wanted to eat KFC but Zhiguan was still playing cello. I wanted to rush him but was afraid that he would be unhappy because he was so engrossed practicing his cello just now... Then finally he stopped and asked me to go eat. But when he stepped out of CO room, he went to play parallel bar with the rest. -__-" I was really abit kanjiong that time but don't know how to express myself to him.

However, the worst part is that when I entered the classroom, I found that two of my friends have not reached yet. Kind of kanjiong for them at first, then they finally entered le. After the paper, I took my colonel burger which I left earlier, then my that two friends saw and laugh at me, saying: Huh, now then you eat? Just now we eat very slowly, dilly dally somemore then come for test leh! Haha!.

Tomorrow I have to start practicing my piano again. But don't forget that I still have one and a half reports to go, and a test on Wednesday. Paiseh Shimin, can't go for practice this Wednesday le. Unless you ask the "Big Shot" to come after 9.30pm and wait for me. Haha. By the time, I will become the "Big Shot" liao. ^_^

My Fifteenth Entry. Mood: Worried

I have not done much today at home, as I thought that I will be studying hard today. Tommorow will be my test yet I have not done much revision. But luckily I have just finished the first question of tutorial. Haha... ^_^""

I gotta start playing piano again on Tuesday. Must work hard.

I think I'm worrying about all the things around me these days, my friends and family, especially my family. Think outsiders will never know. I think I better don't talk about it. I broke down while I was bathing just now. How come only my dad and me are bearing all the problems yet we never complained anything before. We are always the middle persons. How about my problems? My friends expects me to console them but they had never asked about me, and my family thinks I don't care this family much and they never understands my life I'm facing outside. I wanted to say alot of things just now but after watching a small documentory, I think I felt slightly better, but I'm somehow still worried for my mum.

Just now the documentory was talking about depressions in Singapore. I'm wondering if I'm having depression. The symptoms are somehow the same as what I am these days. I can eat a meal for more than an hour these days, or even not to eat. Then everytime headache, then lost interest in everything. Keep thinking I have so many stress and no one understands me.

Do you have the same symptoms? Please don't think that it can't be cured, as it CAN be cured. Do look for psychologists if you think you are having depression, or toll free for hotline: 97990896.

Stay happy always, as PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE.

My Fourteenth Blog. Mood: Tired

It's the end of the day again. I had a tough and tiring day as expected yesterday. In the afternoon, I went PS to look for Shimin for the Dance Studio and CO room keys with my dad's car, then me and my dad went to SP to take the drums, and then we go all the way to Bedok. Before we reach the destination, we nearly lost our way, me and my dad can't really concentrate. Just think the whole route from Jurong, to PS, back to SP, and then to Bedok, just for one drum for just one particular song.

During the whole evening, we had some going through of the pieces and practices before we go up the stage. Then had some sound check, then went for dinner, then go back to prepare for performance, and go up to perform... That whole period of time was nearly boring me to death. I didn't talk to those people much, really cannot tahan the way they talk. They talk so many nonsenses and think so highly of themselves. I meant only the guys. The girls were perfectly alright, just that I was not close to them. It was so boring, no one to chat with.

After the performance, I saw my mum and dad there waiting for me. I suddenly felt a sense of secure and warmth around me. Then my dad drove me back to SP to put the drums. It was so pitch dark in the SP road. Luckily got my dad, otherwise I don't know how to return the drums tonight myself.

Now I'm back at home, that stupid Yinzhi suddenly MSNed me that he saw me on stage when he was on the way home just now. I was so bored just now but he didn't approach me. But he claimed that he called me but I never hear, so he walked away le. It was such a pity.

Ok, tomorrow can't go out to meet ZG to return him Shimin's keys le. He got to babysit at home, and I will be having tests on Monday and Wednesday, and will be rushing an assignment which has to be handed in on Monday.

My Thirteenth Entry. Mood: Very Very Low

People always say 13 is an unlucky number. Yes it is, this entry is my thirteenth entry, and I have so much unhappy things to say.

Yesterday is my unlucky day. I went to school after I bought the drumsticks with Yinzhi, and CO room was not open, so we went to SE's room. Yinzhi suddenly suggested for me to play "Yu Bei". At first, I refused. Unfortunately, Ah-Beng entered and saw me. He was so eager to hear me. I think he has the right to hear me play, no matter if I was very lousy or not. Then I played. It was really so fucking shit as I expected. I know he was so dissapointed and nervous, though he did not say or express anything. I feel so bad that I don't know how to face him after that play. I keep thinking: If he is really dissapointed, will he still want me to play? I think I just have to continue practice and do my best.

After that, we went back to CO room. NJ came in and looked at the sticks that I have just bought. He pointed out that one of the sticks is abit crooked. It was my fault that I din't check on that area. Regarding the difference in size, I really have tried my best. Sorry Shimin. It is my fault and so I know that I should go back today to change it. Today I really changed le, but it still has difference between the size. I really have done my best le. They say that there won't possibly has exactly same size pair of sticks.

Then last evening, I went to class. I know that I'm going to get back my paper. I was thinking that I am able to get about 70+. But teacher said I fail. I really couldn't believe it. I thought she must have seen the marks wrongly, but when she gone through the answers, I finds that there are indeed alot of mistakes that I did in answering the questions. I did not see the questions properly. I was really so down last night, I really did studied hard for that test.

So last night I had a bad mood, no one understands. My mum suddenly ask me to go facial on the next day. Facial is a very very pain thing and I deeply hate it. Rongguang MSNed me last night and I told him that I'm having a bad mood. We were talking about the facial thing and then I suddenly typed "shut up la u!!!" I think I offended him that time. I'm sorry, Rongguang. I will try to control myself next time.

So today I indeed went to the facial. As expected, it was so pain. After that, I took a bus number which I never took before to bugis. On the way there, ZG msged me that he can't meet me at Bugis le. Actually, I have already expected that because he had said that he is having problem with his project. I understand and I'm sure ok with that, just feel abit pity that I won't be able to meet him again, but he had promised me to take dinner with me. I alighted at a strange place, and walked all around to look for Bras Basah under the big sun. Finally, I found my way. That lady allowed me to change the sticks, but until now, I still can't find a pair of identical ones as I've said.

During dazu practice, I played so badly, I was so sleepy, and I'm not in such a good mood. I hate myself for not practising the yun luo as the positions have changed from last time. But I thought I can't practice also because it was locked in the Dance Studio and I seldom go down to CO room le. I played so bad for the Dong Lie and felt sorry for all the SPCO members because it is their favourite song.

When we go home, ZG accompanied me back to JE, and we talked about my concert for tomorrow's thing. I am helping a small group for tomorrow's street performance at BEDOK. Its so far, then that guy-in-charge asked me to bring a big drum for that 1 particular song of Wushu. Now I am having so much inconvenience just to get that drum. I'm still cracking my brain on how to meet Shimin to take the Dance Studio keys. No one will be at CO room helping me because LayLing says that weekends' club house must be closed. But she allowed me just to take that thing. Then at first I thought if I have to take the cab all alone myself with that big drum to and fro with the drum. I'm so tired of thinking of this now. As what Zhiguan has said, I'm just a guest player, why am I doing so many stupid things? I still have to bring back the drums tomorrow night back to CO room because I don't want to bring back my house and bring it to CO room again another day. So by tomorrow night, it will be so late. Hello, will anyone be there? Ofcourse not! SPCO is going out tomorrow. Who will be so stupid to be there just to wait for me at night at CO room? Yeah, ZG, says he wants to help. But he is going to be so busy tomorrow. He is going out with the rest and he also has to take his passport back from Lavender. Before I parted from him at JE, I tell him no need to help me anything tomorrow. I really don't wish to trouble him tomorrow. ZG, I really understand and I really was not angry with you just now. If you really helped, I will keep blaming myself because I know you will be so busy tomorrow. Luckily, my dad agreed to fetch me there and back. Now Zhiguan is so angry and frustrated with those people that he was quite fierce to me just now. I don't know whether he can understand me my situation or not that I really am sandwiched.

Please understand me, know how I feel. I don't need any solutions, I just need people to know my feelings. Guys, I actually feel like crying out these two days at every second. Its so hard for me to cover myself today during the whole practice. I'm looking for a place to relief my tears.

Ah-Beng, I will try my very best de. I really hope I won't dissapoint you. Please give me sometime.

My Twelveth Entry. Mood: So-so

Just now that contractor come my house again say want to check the colours for the new cabinet in my room, I was still in bed that time, then he come... @_@ Haha, it's ok la. Then I saw the brochure for delivery for Pizza and KFC, I really wish to have it today, but my mum and sister don't agree. Haiz. So maybe have to wait till next week le.

Talking about the two guys I met for practice yesterday, I don't really like them. They I feel that they are thinking highly of themselves and kinda look down on me because one of them actually say: SPCO sucks. And that I am from SPCO. I feel so strange there, all of them are strangers to me, except for one girl. I hope this Satuday's performance can end quickly, so that I don't have to practice with them anymore.

Later me and Yinzhi going out to buy something, need him to lead me the way because I'm not so sure of the route, and moreover ZhiGuan will be having classes. But it's ok, I'm still meeting him for dinner. *^_^* Then I have to go class le.

My Eleventh Entry. Mood: Stress

I'm really very stressed. Just now I hear the "Yu Bei" mp3, I think my standard with that is one heaven and one hell. Got to go practice again.

Later at night got small group practice outside so I can't go SPCO le. Sorry.

My Tenth Entry. Mood: Delighted

Ok, so almost half of my day was indeed playing piano. I only learnt the first 5 pages of the scores, and there are still about 6 pages to go... I really hope I won't dissapointed Ah-Beng, but I'm indeed a little lousy. <:(

During the late afternoon, I felt kinda tired. My mum was so silent alone, so I switched on my computer and taught her how to use. She was happy, I know, though she did not express out. I went to the Singapore Pool's page and taught her how to play the 4D number checkers. She was excited and tried many numbers. Haha. Then after she played, she complained that she is getting a headache because of staring at the screen for so long. But I know next time she is still willing to learn more. Think next time I will find out more things in the computer to let her play, and I will even teach her how to switch on my computer so that she can play if she is bored. Hmm, she got to practice more on how to handle the mouse. She's kinda scared and nervous when holding the mouse.

Later on, she went to cook dinner and I headed to take a nap. Then I woke up and eat, watched TV, and now I am doing my report halfway. Gotta post my blog up before 12am you see... So typing blog now. Gotta go now...

My Ninth Blog. Mood: Happy

Ok, so I thought today is my test. Last night I studied until very late and today I studied the whole day, and even wrote plenty of notes. And of course, If you people have been following my blog, you will know that I'm kinda stress for today's test.

BUT ALL THESE ARE JUST A BIG MISTAKE!!!

I entered the class and noticed something isn't right. The whole class was so relaxed that it doesn't seem if there is going to have any tests. Then I asked my friend: Today got test right? She answered: Test? Crazy ah you? At that very point of time, my whole world was about to blackout. Think it must be the last lesson which I actually missed it and teacher postponed it to next week that day. Ok, thats so lucky for me as that I have read my NEXT WEEK'S test so early, and there is time for me to memorise all the equations which I hadn't really memorised.

By the way, I havn't tell you all my previous test result for last week's. I'm so sad for the marks. When I got the paper, I hardly have any mood to listen to the lecture anymore. Don't ask me how many marks I got la, I pass la, but not so good la.

Ok, as you can see, my mood indicated is "happy" but I have said so many not-so-happy things. Well it's because people must look ahead, don't brood over the past. Tomorrow I will have plenty of time to play piano. Think the reports I will do them when I'm not playing piano and when I'm not tired. Because I have made a survey in my class that most of them have not done most of their reports, so I can take abit of time. *^_^*

Then these days can accompany my mum at home, as you all know, my mum is a housewife and has no much fiends, so most of the time she stays at home alone as my sister keeps going out and my dad has to work. That will be so bored. So its good for me to stay home sometimes to chat chat with my mum.

My Eighth Entry. Mood: Stress

It's a Sunday today. But it wasn't so sunny at my house here, and my whole mind is all so tensed up. I still got reports to do and tomorrow is my test yet I'm still playing piano.

This morning, *ehem*, I mean afternoon I wake up wondering whats the time already and didn't know that its already afternoon. Well, I have expected this as last night, after celebrating Meijun's birthday, we went KTV until 2am. Think ZhiGuan must have been abit unhappy about it, especially when I woke up, the 1st thing I thought is that he must have messaged me alot this morning, yet I have not replied him. But he only messaged one short one. Think he must be sian sian regarding last night's matter. I quickly called him and luckily, he didn't sound so sian as what I thought. *Phew*.

After that, apart from eating lunch, I have been playing piano whole day till now, except of watching the TV for an hour. Great show! Taiwan Miao Miao Miao, Feng Huang Channel, every Sunday 2pm. Its about fengshui. That fengshui teacher in that show is amazing! SCV channel 52 I think.

Now I'm going to bath le. Tonight must study for test.

Best wishes and good luck for me.

My Seventh Entry. Mood: Blurr

Good morning, I just woke up. Today later going to look for ZhiGuan again, to update his pssport. He suddenly pulled the time earlier to 12.30. So now I'm in a rush le. Then tonight is Meijun's birthday celebration, too bad Rongguang and Shijun cannot come, or else its alot more fun.

Last night I finally touched Ah-Beng's scores le, it has really been sometime since I touched my piano. Suddenly I felt so good and relaxed after playing my piano, though the scores are so chim.

Too bad I have to go le, or I would want to play piano again now. And tonight have to go Meijun's house, or else I would also want to play piano tonight. Can't play after 10pm, or else my family will be very unhappy.

Gota run...

My Sixth Entry. Mood: Tired

This morning I was abit upset about my mother, she yelled at me for small things, yet she say things nicely to my sister for big things. I don't think I want to talk about it.

Then I went to look for ZhiGuan they all at SP FC2. Suddenly, there goes my face allergy again. It happens every 3/4 months, and each time lasts about 45mins. Then go watch A Cinderella Story. Quite romantic, worth a watch for those girls out there who likes romance movies. Please take note of that part whereby the gal dances with the "prince" and imagine if the girl is you... Awwww......

Ok, change topic. Still got 2 more reports to go, but think I'm going to try out Ah-Beng's solo piece first. Then still got test this Monday. SADZ.

My Fifth Entry. Mood: Happy

Yes! Finally and at last... I have my blog back le. It was having some problem de, now I can start to post liao.

Tomorrow going out with ZG to watch movie. Even though don't have the Shaolin DaGeDa, he has decided to accompany me tomorrow. :) Think I always make him sad and angry all the times, but in the end he always give in abit, then I give in abit, then ok le. (Think I'm not a good girlfriend, but lucky for me to find such a great boyfriend).

Now I'm eating cup noodles. Its my favourite though it is not healthy.

I'm happy enough though I still have reports and test to do and study. I'm now feeling very relaxed.

My Forth Entry. Mood: Enthusiastic

I'm now doing my report halfway. But my heart kept thinking about making money. I want to be a part-time tution teacher. Later going SPCO for practice, so not much time for me to finish my report.

Anyway, it's impossible for me to finish my reports by today.

My Third Entry. Mood: Tired

Yesterday finished my test le. Can pass, but don't think it is good.

Thought of buying fastfood for lunch for my family today one, but when I wake up, my mum's not in, then she suddenly bought back lunch le. Abit sad, was missing KFC and Long John's. But the worst is she ask: I thought you are going out and buy lunch? How come never go buy? I was like: Duhz~ I called your handphone and it was off.

Then as I mentioned at my previous blog, I went to buy Meijun's birthday with Shijun. So funny, morning was MSNing Junie, telling her that I'M going to buy Meijun's present with Shijun and I asked her along. She said she is not free. Then when i met Shijun 3pm at Boon Lay, we saw her. -__- But she IS not free. She is going to sign up for University. (Haolian to us Diploma holders). Then Shijun bought a lion plush for her, and I'm sharing with Junie for the Addidas tank top, $22.

Then I went to Hsinghai to wait for the others to take the instruments there together, and I waited for about half an hour. (I was early). Finally, they came. But they wanted to makan first. Then we went PA for a musical practice for 18th this month at Bedok. It is a multi-racial performance with other races instruments. Their song, I really don't know how to analyse the phrase of their music. Its abit complicating. Then its late, I carried all the instruments which I'm playing, including small cymbals and money drum, back to home all the way from PA.

My Second Entry. Mood: Lazy again.

Today will be my test, yet, I have not memorise all the chemical structures. Think I'm going to do it now. Think I will be doing my reports on Thursday, because today study for test, at night coming home from school late, and will be going to bed, tommorow going out with my friend to buy another friend's birthday present, don't know what time will i be back, and Wednesday going to school for dazu. So I have no time at all lor.

Actually, all the above are excuses. Thank you.

My First Entry. Mood: Lazy

Tomorrow is my test, yet im still at the 1st chapter. Then there are 4 reports which Im going to hand in after the term break.