Mood: Sleepy

Wow... Have been looking forward for this day for long!!! Wahaha... Tonight Zhiguan is back, and I'm chatting with him on phone now. Finally he is back le... :) Tomorrow he will be bringing me to buy new handphone!!! Yay... Then we will be going watch movie. Hmm...

Today had roadshow lor, then had dinner with Shupei at the Japanese restaurant. Super ex sia! Then WanSeong still don't want us to pay... Kaoz.

HMM, JUN JUN IS THE MOST BOLIAO PERSON IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE.

Mood: Don't Know

Heyo guys... Had a long day today...

Went office for a briefing, but the briefing ended before I reached. I was late la, cos I got abit of lao sai ma. Then big boss drove us to Orchard road show leh!!! Wah, honoured sia... Hehe... Me and Jialin then owe big boss a case for the day.

Then I suddenly saw the Singapore's version of Xu Chun Mei... The lady actress ah... You all know or not??? Then they all don't dare approach her, then I approach lor. Then she was kinda in a rush ah, so I'm ok with it. Then my collegues all very suprise that I canvassed her leh. Then that stupid Leonard say: Wah, its the first time I see you so beautiful, just for that very second only leh.
Kaoz... punch him sia...

Hmm... So glad that Vic has made up her mind and decided to stand up again. Anyway this is just a very small part of our life. There are more things ahead awaiting for us to explore. Vic, just take this as a very small lesson in life ba. There will be lots more better things in the future... You will never know it. Look forward, its a waste of time turning back.

Dear, where are you now... Don't know you xin ku or not... :"( Miss you very much... Please come back as soon as possible...

Mood: Tired

What the heck is it going on this world??? Haiz, so many sad things happening around me. Stupid things somemore... Unfair things somemore... Unreasonable things as well... Misunderstandings also...

Jun Jun ah... Jun Jun... Why you like that??? Why??? Why???

Mood: So-so

Wow, didn't realise that I never blogged for two days. I also forgot what I did le!!! Haha... But today got performance at esplanade la... So many mistakes made sia!!! Haha... Then Jialin, Leonard, William and Bernard got come. Keke, they say not bad la...

Then went shopping with Jialin... Hehe, never go shopping with her before. First time leh. Then go office, suddenly she say need go for appointment at her client's house leh. But the client is a HIM... So I better go with her. then reached home around 11pm... Haha

Going sleep le.

Mood: Moody

:( Very sleepy now.

Haiz. Can someone please dig my heart out???

Mood: Stress

Haiz. Feeling nervous and low. Sadz. But happy for those who will be able to go Fastrack.

Hmm, and happy for someone else too...

And someone should be happy rather than sad too. Just don't brood over the pasts.

Xiao Lin... Xiao Lin... Haiz, what should I do now?

Mood: So-so

Had some change in today's plan. Went to The Rock at 8.15am, then 11.30 went to appointment. Halfway reaching JE, the prospect client called and said he cannot make it. Then I immediately go office to print the BI for the Malaysian guy. Haiz. Don't know his particulars... Called Ivan to ask Jialin, but Jialin at Genting, don't know the particulars... Ask Leonard, he not at office, so anything also don't know also. They ask me ask Poh Cheng, but I called her, she never answer call. Then I was in a rush heading to another appointment. Luckily Poh Cheng arrived!!! Ok. After that, I went JE Mac to wait for the another prospect. Then she came late, say 3pm need go work, but she reached at 2.45pm!!! Kaoz, how to present anything to her like that??? So I say we fix another appointment lor.

Then I went home, rest awhile, then went to pass policy lor, then went meet Wenhao, had a drink, then we go home le.

*SPCO CURSE!!! SPCO CURSE!!!*

Mood: Tired

Tomorrow will be a freaking long day.

Schedule:

8a.m.: Reach The Rock
12.30p.m.: Reach JE, got appointment
2.15p.m.: Got another appointment
4p.m.: Be back at office to fax BI to the Msian guy
5p.m: Must reach Boon Lay to deliver policy!!!

Shit man... All tied up, cos of that 2.15pm girl... supposed to meet up today, but she flew my kite. Haiz.

Mood: Happy, Sad

Yay... Suo wei: Chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi... Today Raymond SMSed me say that he can't meet me le, so I just go office, let Ivan sign the PFR awhile, and then go home sing birthday song with my mum le. Its the first time I see my mum so happy... I think she is really touched. She is just like a little girl seeing her room full of presents for her. I see liao I really feel that all my efforts were really worth it. Got we whole family, with my sis and my brother-in-law, me and my dad, singing the birthday song for her happily. I think this is already the most fortunate and blessing scene we can ever find in the world liao.

Erm, today got a new percussion came again. Think we really old le, time to retire liao. Today kenna scolding by teacher again. Think its really time for the youngsters too take over le.

Haiz, today is quite sad also. Guan Guan will be going field camp, and won't be coming out till 26th liao. Jialin will also be going to Genting Highlands tomorrow le. *Its really a missing period for me!!!* :(

Mood: Happy

Yay, today celebrated my mum's birthday with my dad, sis, Guan Guan, Leo, and Jiamin (my cousin). At first I stayed at home with my parents lor... Then go NTUC buy 4D for my mum. Then I meet Guan Guan at JE interchange, then there also got our company's road show lor... Then Jialin also there ma... Then the moment I saw Guan Guan coming down from escelator, I quickly asked Jialin to approach him. Haha!!! Guan Guan as usual, seems scared and kept avoiding lor. Then when they saw me I was kinda laughing lor, then he know that we played him la. Then I introduced them to each other lor. Heez.

Then I brought him to my home, and when I reach home, my cousin is already at my house le. After my sis and Leo has reached also, we set off together and went Yunan restaurant to eat. Haiz... my mum was actually complaining to the staffs there about their place with some fly around lor... And somemore got an insect one a bowl of our deserts la. Haha... Haiyo... troublesome customer sia... Then they gave us a 20% discount lor. Keke!!! Ok la...

Hmm, tomorrow really don't know how leh... Jialin and Raymond??? My family??? Still in dilemma!!!

Mood: Happy, Confused

Today me and Jialin kambated at the road show, and finally we closed a case in 3 hours. This time, the case is mine. But I wasn't very happy leh, cos I feel that it seems like everything and every presentation is done by her, and I am only taking the case. Haiz. How am I going to help her like that? Its only like pulling her down lor.

Anyway, today had quite a long day. After work, I rushed to school, and after school, I rushed to Hsinghai. Hmm, by the time I reached Hsinghai, they only left around 45mins for practice le. And when I reached home, it was already 11.30, my show was already half started le. Haha...

Hmm, seems like much of my friends out there are having problems...

Jun Jun, I hope you are really alright now. Sorry for not being there with you when you are down. And also, I hope that you can be more independant, no matter you are having boyfriend or not.

Vic, I will always give you encouragements, and I won't stop giving until you have stood up and firm to the ground. I may be there helping you all the time, but you know that the only one who can really make it true is yourself. And DON'T GIVE UP!!! If you give up now, you will sure regret. But if you really abe to pull through this period of time, you will turn back and see how you actually missed the days being a busy young lady, a leader, a member, and a student. And you will also see how much you have grown (mentally, not size).

Tomorrow will be going chinese restaurants for dinner to celebrate my mum's birthday. Shit that Meiling... So no big no small to my dad... Such a pity to the 3 little sons who have such a mother. Don't know Sunday need to change time with Jialin and Raymond or not. Haiz. Dilemma!!!

Mood: So-So

Yesterday me and Jialin closed a big case at road show, but the case for Jialin, as I owed her one. Today no case la. Cos I needa go to school... Test!!!

Sianz. I don't recognise the papers but the papers recognise me. I thought that I might be able to copy from the friend beside me... But before I realised it, I found that he actually wrote exactly the same thing as what I did... Then I sianz 1/2. Haha...

Hmm... This Sunday will be my mum's birthday. Don't know what my sis have planned. I hope that she don't spoil the plans again. Idiot.

Mood: Sleepy

I'm tired. Cannot tahan le. Tomorrow got test. Haiz. Nite nite guys...

Mood: HAPPY!!!

Yay... Tomorrow all the managers will be out of Singapore!!! The world is ours!!! Hooray!!! But think there will still be alot disciplines la. Cos got alot seniors as well. Tomorrow me and Jialin will kambate!!! We will show and proof to Leonard and Ivan that we can make it one!!! No need for them to worry!!! Muahaha

Today was a shitty day as well sia... Was going to rain, then "luckily" I walked and reach MRT station liao. Wanting to take out my wallet... !!!... Found out that I did not bring my wallet out. But I was nearly late at that time liao. Then I wanted to rush home. Then the skies started to rain. I wanted to take bus, then I saw the buses just left. I was feeling super lost. Lost... Lost... I called my home and my mum picked up the call. I asked her to help me see whether my wallet is at home. She said 'ya'. I did not bring an umbrella, but still walked home. Luckily, my dad came downstairs and waited for me, he told me that he will be driving me to my office... :) Thanks dad!!! Love you lots! Muacks!!!

Today's training was quite ok, but I think that Alvin is on the verge of giving up already. Haiz, I don't know how to help him leh. :( Then so happy that Ivan initiated to teach me PAA!!! Yay... The coaching room was only both of us, gradually, the number of people inside increases. And more and more people came in to listen. Haha... benefitial what. Then I called one of my clients... He said he is helping me to intro friends to me!!! Wah, so good sia! First time people like that leh... Cos he say he think the plan really good. Hehe... ;)

Then just now slept for awhile... Had a nightmare. Its about SPCO. Think I will share it will you guys some other time. To know more, please contact Vic, Jun Jun, Liling or Shimin. Keke. Haiz. Bad dream... Bad dream for me...

Mood: Sleepy, Happy

Today was typically a boring day for me. Went office, Chai Nee asked me to be her secretary, cos Jialin has "promoted" to FM2. Before that, it was a shitty day for me. My dad ordered me to take bus to MRT instead of walking, cos I kinda sprained my leg. But because I was afraid that the bus will take me long to wait, thus I went downstairs earlier than usual. Ironically, I waited for the bus for 15mins!!! And still no sign of the bus! Oh man... I was getting worried... Then I took 502 (whichever bus which came first), and boarded it. When it was somewhere near Holland, and think that its not right le. So I alighted and flagged for a cab. A cab came. I boarded it. Then traffic jam. I reached office just in the nick of time. But I paid $12+ for the cab fare. Yet the meeting has not started. Kaoz... Argh!

After the meeting, we practically just chatted, makan, play, talk cok in the office lor. We online MSN, got me, Siewfen, Bernard, Wenqiang... Suddenly, saw Mingxi online!!! Then all of us snatched the laptop and play around to talk with Mingxi. Haha... We talked too many rubbish le, saboed each other, think Mingxi also blurr who talking to him le.

Then I went to school lor. William Soh today wear army camo suit to class... The whole class "Whoa..." Haha, cos he is kinda fat and big size... Then go re-service hor, sergeant somemore... Like very "high value" like that. After that, he drove some of our classmates to eat supper, and drove us home. I also then learnt that he is in Jaguar Company... Ah-Heng's company lor. Haha... But Ah-Heng in patoon 4, my friend in patoon 1 la. Oh ya, not to forget... I also forgot to take my file in school, under my table when they were going to eat. they all called whoever they can find to help me out, just for me and my stupid file... Haiz, so paiseh sia... Why I so blurr...

Last night was busy doing things, then too tired, and went sleep le, so did not blog. Hehe!!!
Tomorrow will be a new day for me!!!

Mood: Don't Know

The talk this morning was damn good. The speaker was really amazing.

Me and Jialin later on went to eat KFC at Cineleisure. Both of us shared a zinger burger.

The board game very exciting, don't know why, maybe because is I paired up with Jialin ba. She super KB... Make me very nervous about the game. Haha... But in the end we never win la.

Went to celebrate Ah-Beng's birthday just now. So funny, almost all the guys botak!!! Hehe... Then suddenly saw Nick and Gary Loh, then I realised that they were all there having BBQ celebrating Nick's birthday as well. Haha...

Then don't know what happened to dear... I really don't know what I've done wrong. Haiz.

Mood: So-so

Yo, today early in the morning went office for a training. Supposed to start at 10am one, but big boss big shot, late start, let everybody wait for him. Haha. But its ok la, who ask him is big boss. So after that we started the board game thingy briefing. Walao... Both the two managers don't know how to play one... Organiser of the programme somemore!!! Haha... Then we the rest of advisors kept suaning them till siao. Wenqiang kept trying to "con" our money, then Leonard was abit sick, kept asking us need this one, need that one anot, then collect money till very confused... Haha, haiyo, actually both of them also the same la.

Then we sat at Shao Kuang's car... Me and Jialin were trying to be funny ourselves at the back seats. Think his car going break down by our voices le. Haha... Then all his soft toys at the back of his car were all going hay wire le. It was very neat when we first board his car one, but when we got down, they were all over. Keke!!! Heck care.

I promised her to pull a sit down for her. Yes I did... But that auntie sat at our place, asked so many questions that we don't know how to handle her, then she actually sat for an hour or so!!! In the end, she said that she is not the decision maker... Its her husband. Kaoz... Then I was so sorry to Jialin. Haiz. I know she must be very sad now. I will still continue to help her!!!

Then went to class. Haha, rubbish and talk cok with those friends again. Really had a lot fun, they all super funny. Haha... Don't know whether is go school to study or gossip one. Lol.

Mood: Happy!!!

I'm super duper happy today!!! Not because I closed a case today, with the help of JIALIN, but Leonard and Ivan allowed us to buddy together le!!! Hehe... Yay... Cos I don't want to partner with that guy... I don't know la, just cannot click with her. Somemore I always wished to buddy with Jialin one. But I now really have a big worry. I'm afraid that I might affect Jialin's production. I really wished to help her, but I'm still as junior and does not know as much things as her. So how can I help her? I think the only way for me to help her is to pull sit downs for her. She really helped me alot, and I owed her alot. I hope by this way, I can help her.

Today went to visit Zhiguan. His eyes really abit sore. So kelian... :"( But think compared to yesterday, ok alot le. Helped him drip the eye drop given by the doctor. Hehe... First time help people to drip eye drop.

Hmm... Jun Jun never online today... Don't know where she go le...

Mood: Happy

Halo... I'm happy today again. Haha. Not because I got case la... Its because I WATCHED INITIAL D AGAIN!!! Hehe... Today watched with Jialin. Poor Jialin, cos she kenna CFI 3 times for this week already. She was feeling super super down today. I know that she always wanted to go watch Initial D today, but she always have no time, so today I asked her out, I pei her watch lor. Haha. Then she kept laughing during the movie non stop sia... After we came out of the theatre, she said that she was still very saddened by her cases, but when she thought of the movie, she just feel like laughing. Haha... Glad that I helped her abit. Think the 2nd time I watch this movie, I still laugh lor. Really very funny sia. Keke.

Then I went to roadshow. Suddenly recieved dear's message. He said that he now going home le, cos of his eye infection. Think his eyes really very serious lor. Tomorrow I must go look for him after the focus meeting. Don't know whether want buy or make something for him to eat or not. He so kelian... :"(

Mood: Relieved

I went to roadshow today. Haha... Though I don't have case today, but I'm quite cheery today. Hehe... Don't know why. Think is because I got alot of leads ba. Keke.

Then I must thank Jun Jun... She really helped me alot. Really... From the bottom of my heart.

Dear... I'm sorry. But I don't think I got wrong either. Hope your get well soon, and take good care for your eyes... Better get MC tomorrow la.

Mood: Sad

Haiz, how I wish he at least will really support me of what I'm doing. Other people don't support never mind, but why he like that... His support will definately give me lots of encouragement and motivation. What he is doing now is everyday keep demoralising me, trying to make me quit my job if he can. Everytime when I'm working, I will get so excited to work and canvass people, but whenever I thought of him, as I know that he super objects me in this line, I often held myself back.

I have talked to him about this many time, and asked me if he could give me a support instead. But he says that its impossible for him to do so, saying that I'm earning very little. It just feel like forcing me to choose one, either my job, or him. Can't I have both? All I need is him not discouraging me and demoralising me, thats all. He just feel that as if if I'm going to work, I will not think about him anymore... Which is totally not true lor. The more I work, the more I will think of him. Because I get into this line because of him (in case you all don't know), I have my own plans, and now he is the one discouraging me.

So sometimes I really feel like giving up for the sake of him. But just because for the sake of him, I will not give up, and hope that one day he will really support me and understand me.

Mood: Happy

Hi hi... Just came back from office. Today need go back office do callings and training. Haha. Luckily Jialin around also, she was sitting beside me. Though we did not keep talking to each other, but with her around, I feel more comfortable and am able to concentrate on my work more. Don't know la, maybe you all can say that I'm very dependant and relies on other people, but I never make use of her leh... Just with her around I feel more normal ma... As I said.

Hmm, today the most most funniest part is that Jialin's slipper was spoilt!!! Wahaha... Say liao you all also cannot believe sia. She alight the cab when she reached our office, then she stepped on her own slipper, lifted up the "stepped" foot, and *snap* the slipper goes. Haha. Then when she reached the office, she kept asking: Yingqi... How??? My slippers spoil... Help me!!!
Then I see her slippers liao I laughed abit. And when I hear the whole scenario, I really laugh till pengz all the way sia!!! K la, but I see her so kelian, and nobody helped or care about her lor, then somemore she don't know what to do... So I helped her by recaling my past experiences... That's to staple the slippers!!! Hehe... Well, don't think its stupid hor... It really worked, and she kept thanking me. Hee...

Hmm, went Hsinghai today. Kenna say by conductor again (as expected). Haiz.

Tomorrow we will be having monthly meeting again. Great food, great fun!!! Yeah!!!

Mood: Happy

Halo!!! Today Zhiguan came out from his Tekong le. I afternoon around 1.30pm like that reached his house. Walao, he havn't bath since home. Super smelly sia!!! Haha... But I still like la... Hehe. Then I played with his computer a while, then we went out go makan. We went eat Pizza!!! Yay, so long never go eat pizza with him le. After eating, he promised that he will buy many things next time when we go shopping and when he get his pay. Yay!!! I want too many things le! Think I gotta write a list for him ba, in case I left out anything. Hee.

At first we going watch movie one, but in the end all sold out le. Never mind, I going watch War of the Worlds next week with him. Hmm, then we went NTUC buy his toiletries for his army thingy. Hear he is the only one booked out. Ah-Heng, Ah-Beng and the rest all gotta stay inside. Don't know why leh. Got reason one la, but I don't know what are their reasons.

Actually last night we planned to go to my sis house and see see her wedding album too de, but Zhiguan's dad was sick, so they say next time. So sad, hope his dad will get well soon. I see his dad like very xin ku like that, then face all red, like having high fever like that.

Hmm, k la, tomorrow got Hsinghai, then after that need go office for training. Haha. Hope tomorrow Hsinghai conductor won't scold me ba. Especially Jeremy too, he seems quite kanjiong about long teng, whereas I'm more concerned about the Xi Qu's percussion solo part sia. Haiz. Don't know what he thinking.

Hey Jun Jun, Vic, Wenhao, Jialin, Ivan, Leonard, Liling, Xingzuan, Bernard, XiuFen, William, Wan Seong, Rong Guang, ShiJun, Bernard(2), Bee Shee, Ling Ling, last but not least, my dearest Guan Guan... Just wish to tell you guys that you are the ones whom I can be myself when I'm with you. I just feel so comfortable when any of you are around. It just gives me a sense of secure. You guys don't have to make me laugh or whatever, your presence will already make my day.

Mood: I'm Back

Dear friends, bloggy, and all people out there. I'm back. Too many things have happened all these while, and I've really seen through so many things. At the same time, I made new friends at my company. I still don't know how to express how's my job going on, cos even if I say already, not many people will believe me. I won't want to say what happened those times le. I will start from today again.

I went to office to submit a case. This is my very first cold client. Well, I will definately do my best service for my clients.

Well, just wish to express myself out here... I hate doing partner with that person during roadshow. He speaks and speaks all the time without letting me the chance to talk at all. I was totally turned off by him, so don't even need to say the prospect lor. Even if there are people who are able to be closed potentially, it becomes totally impossible. How? I really cannot partner with him leh. Its really a waste of time ba. I think next time when he wants to sit down, I will ask a senior to sit with him. If he is able to close the person with help of the senior, do let him take the case. I rather he close than both of us sit down and never close. I don't mind giving cases to him, but I really wish that he will be able to listen and hear out what the prospect wishes to say, and what are their problems, rather than hard-selling.

Tomorrow Zhiguan will be coming back le. So happy, can see him again after all the whole week's work. We will be going out for movie, then go near his house for dinner, then bring him and his family to go visit my sis' house, and also can take a look on the wedding album. Heez.