Mood: La la la...

Hmm, so happy dear called me just now le... So sorry yesterday did not call him back cos I was busy talking to my dad. Then when I go see hp, he say he go sleep le. So kanjiong, thought he angry with me or what, called him he also never switch on hp... Kanjiong sia... Luckily he SMSed me this morning say he never angry la, jus wan save batt, so switched off le lor.

Hmm, seems like there are too many of my friends going ROM this year le. Especially next month, there will be two leh... Wah. Don't know when will be my turn hor? *~Dream~* Next month all the friends who are going ROM ones are from the same class, my classmates. Haha. Wah, this year really alot people getting married sia. My sis la, Shihui la, Singyen la, Wenqiang la, Serene la, Qiyun la... And alot alot more lor. Haha.

Haiz, so sorry today. I admit I'm blurr. But do not say I'm blurr! I'm not!!!

Dear me, it must be going to a real good start for me. Know what I really wants. Just believe in me and I will do it. I will be focus of myself, regardless how good the others are.

SPCO: I think its not an affiliation anymore, but just for the sake for CCA points. And you all don't even bother to sacrifice some of your time to attend the practices. Its so different now...

Mood:

Actually I'm right. I don't like people to know my problems, so I normally don't post my problems here. I don't blog these few days because there were too many unhappy things happening these days already. In all areas, all aspects... I know I've let too many people unhappy, too many people down. Yet none of them really knows my reasons behind my doings. And they don't even know why I do so, and my situations, and also my feelings. All the areas in my life just came struck me at the very same moment and time. Dear God, please give me a break. I don't know how long I can hold much longer. Nobody understands me... I think this should be my greatest weakness in life... Not letting others know my problems. So they just think its ok to say me, blame me, scold me, and put pressure on me. I'm not a super woman. I may be strong, but I'm not able to juggle so many big problems at one time. I cannot take it.

I made this decision last time because of that, but that thing failed because of this.

However, I will still remain strong. I believe if I were to go through all these bravely, I will be a much stronger person in the future. But when that day comes, even bigger problems will arise. And this is how my life will go.

Mood: Happy

On Saturday, I went to see phone lines and plans with my dad while waiting for Zhiguan. Poor him, he was seeing doctor that morning, then me and my dad waited long for him, we walked here and there. Then finally, I managed to persuade my dad to go home, as Jun Jun is coming to Bugis and she asked me to go temple pray with her. Haha, she so lousy, don't know what the things to do... Need me help her lor. Keke...

Finally, Zhiguan came le. We went to watch the Island. Quite nice show sia... Should go and watch ba. Then so happy, he bought me a new wallet!!! Yay!!! Muackz dear! And this was the first time he wanted to pei me for so long, till late night. But he seems sian sian leh. I really don't know what he thinking... I really hope he can be as cheerful as before... My feeling for him has never changed leh. I hope he don't be too paranoid.

Yesterday, as usual, went Hsinghai lor. Then went roadshow... Closed a case! Haha... actually last time already trial close this guy le la. He was working infront of the Ngee Ann City, put up a stall, selling big sausages. Haha... then he treated me and Jialin eat sia. So good! Happily, I went home lor.

Today... Actually today has nothing much leh. Don't think I want to talk about today ba.